A perfect person

I sought a perfect person, I sought a perfect religion. I sought a perfect tradition. I sought a perfect friend, a perfect relation, a perfect life and all the was vexation to my soul. it was also vanity. Who am I that I should overcome or be over any hard ship in life? Who am I that I should have a life without problems? a life with only joy? what man’s life has been perfected from beginning to end? is such a person alive in earth today?

I know not, but I know I did search many places all over. I sat with the rich. I sat with the poor. I sat with the educated, the simple, many colors, many people and all I saw was people. I looked up to the sky I spoke to God. the only perfection I know is Jesus. I love the Word but is the Word perfected?

They argue languages, they argue wisdom, they say let us look at facts. and so much knowledge, many over look the simple. never understanding something greater then people made people. Do any ever consider the stars, the moon and the skies? we say we are gods, but yet in my brain, I am like why are we not making the things God made?

I am not a perfect person. I am in the middle of creating art, and music and trying to do a million things, and if I was God they would all be done at once. and lately I have been exercising and that has been exhausting me. This was a random note I wrote in this.

Please don’t look upon me thinking I am perfect. I only know God is perfect. I believe Jesus to be perfect. and that is what I believe but I don’t know what others think or do or know but honestly my eyes are going to stay on what I believe is perfection.

Dear God. help me better then I am today. help me be better then I was yesterday. To make good decisions, help me not make excuses but give me super natural strength to be good. to be different. help me do things pleasing to you God. have your way in my life. Plant my feet deeply in you GOD and let me not slip or fall or be cast away but help me walk in Jesus name Amen!

Addictions-Beloveds I love you!

Dear addicted one now it is said many of us addicts like to replace one addiction for another. We put down weed to pick up alcohol, we put down drinks and pick up drugs, we replace pills with heroin and out with one drug into something new, and so a pattern is created!

This year as a former addict I would like to spread the GOOD news and give you a present!! It is Christmas my friends!!! and to all my addict friends, I love you! My heart is for those who are suffering like the former me. I pray this be the year many of us get addicted TO JESUS!

let us run to God as quick as we do our addictions. let the Word be the new thing we inhale and swallow. There is a peace in Jesus I can’t explain or contain and as I was in the drug crowd and couldn’t wait for the drugs to be passed around, I found out those things were not happiness to me. But at one time I did think they would bring me happiness. So now I pass Jesus around and I tell everyone who suffers from addiction, let Jesus heal you my friends!

I couldn’t quit anything on my own. I had problems that needed healing. I had a life different from others. Nobody on earth could comfort me. I found all my comfort in JESUS! and just as I clung to my drugs in the past I NOW CLING TO JESUS MY FRIENDS! I also now pass out Jesus to all my friends, because honestly that is love. love does not get you addicted, Love teaches us to overcome it! hey put it down or just never pick it up to start with!

I pray this be the season many accept the gift of Jesus. there are no gods in earth that is able to heal like Jesus!!! That is why all these other gods come against Jesus because it is clear to see no other god brings healing, healing only comes through Jesus! and Jesus is healing all willing! the will of God will be settled in earth as it has been since the earth was created my friends! may this be the year we run to Jesus and away from drugs! I tell you when I say Jesus gave me a happiness that no drug in earth ever did and that is truth beloveds!

If you are out there suffering addictions I challenge you to sit with Jesus. Look up testimony of all the addicts Jesus has been healing and ask your self do you want this healing? Because indeed Jesus is giving it to all willing!

Jesus!! my addiction for life! I can not get enough JESUS!!! I WANT MORE! MORE MORE! Happy to say I am FULLY ADDICTED TO JESUS! and this is one addiction I pray I keep forever in Jesus name Amen! I love you guys and I pray many can see the love this letter was written in, in Jesus name Amen!

merry Christmas and may the Lord grant us so much strength we walk away from our drugs and into LIFE. if you keep walking in the same circle expecting new outcomes time for us to consider the path to LIFE beloveds! Just strong words for us to consider! Shalom dear people! ❤ Life Recovery Bible review

Deeply Rooted in LIFE

These are the types of post I will be sharing in my facebook group. If these messages help you feel free to join me. if you are not interested in learning or God please don’t waste my time or yours. feel free to stay where you are. I won’t hunt you down to beat you on the head with a bible and that is a promise. So please don’t come to me and try and beat me down either. but any interested in spiritual growth feel free to join me! Shalom dear people!

Paul’s Prayer for Spiritual Growth and mine too! ❤
14 When I think of all this, I fall to my knees and pray to the Father,[e] 15 the Creator of everything in heaven and on earth.[f] 16 I pray that from his glorious, unlimited resources he will empower you with inner strength through his Spirit. 17 Then Christ will make his home in your hearts as you trust in him. Your roots will grow down into God’s love and keep you strong. 18 And may you have the power to understand, as all God’s people should, how wide, how long, how high, and how deep his love is. 19 May you experience the love of Christ, though it is too great to understand fully. Then you will be made complete with all the fullness of life and power that comes from God.

20 Now all glory to God, who is able, through his mighty power at work within us, to accomplish infinitely more than we might ask or think. 21 Glory to him in the church and in Christ Jesus through all generations forever and ever! Amen.

Ephesians 3:14-21 NLT



The Power in prayer!

One of my first questions I ask people when they come to me is, well did you pray about? and more then often they will say no I did not. I can offer my advice. I can give my suggestions but honestly I am not God. and truth be told instead of me praying for others, I do truly pray many start praying for self. When we examine the word definition for supplications, it says,

plural noun: supplications
the action of asking or begging for something earnestly or humbly.
“he fell to his knees in supplication”

Philippians 4:6, Ephesians 6:18, I like in Acts how they gathered and prayed. You can find that at Acts 1:14. But a story I like to read is in 1 Samuel, Hannah, Chapter 1 and 2! I also like in Esther how the people fasted.

There is so much power in prayer, and sometimes people think their prayers are not answered. if you have truly prayed earnestly for something and it has not come to pass, or you think God does not hear. I pray start blessing the Lord. thank God for all the Wonderful works God has all ready done in your life. thank God for the things coming. Thank God in your storms. Bless the Lord’s Name in all seasons. I pray many of us find the power in prayer. my friends the bible was created by men praying and this is truth beloveds. I am more then certain it is from woman and children praying also. Let’s all put our eyes on God and lift up our voices, in prayer, praise and supplications, and some times we may have to beg, we may have to plead, yeah even fast and other times we just REJOICE AND GIVE GOD THANKS!

I pray many of us delight in God and my friends it is true when we do such things. Blessed are we friends! beginning prayer life… Confess you are sinners, (not to me but to God) don’t dwell in guilt. Ask God to forgive you. Know today is a new day. pray for strength to do better things. get in the Word. don’t let your future be your past. if you keep saying sorry and doing the same things, are you doing new things or just the same? God does not wave guilt in your face for things you all ready asked for forgiveness for. and when you are asking God to forgive you, pray God help me forgive others.

Adam and Eve hid from God when they sinned. until today it is much the same, John Chapter 3, Don’t be like those in darkness who run from the Light. I pray we be like those in Isaiah Chapter 9. I pray God shine in your darkness and call you out if it and then you can taste and see why so many speaking Jesus!

I pray many people start establishing a prayer life then you can see why so many of us testify. In my life I learned the more I pray to God, the more I speak to God, the more I see God. All them years when I said God isn’t talking to me….. I wasn’t sitting(talking) with God either and that is the truth of my life anyways! Faith without works is dead! is it possible to come to faith without works? In my life faith came from doubt and working my lips in prayer and seeking God’s face. and that is truth beloveds~ have a blessed day! Hebrews 11:6

❤ Love this!! ❤ Psalm 27:7-9 Amplified Bible, Classic Edition (AMPC)
7 Hear, O Lord, when I cry aloud; have mercy and be gracious to me and answer me!

8 You have said, Seek My face [inquire for and require My presence as your vital need]. My heart says to You, Your face (Your presence), Lord, will I seek, inquire for, and require [of necessity and on the authority of Your Word].

9 Hide not Your face from me; turn not Your servant away in anger, You Who have been my help! Cast me not off, neither forsake me, O God of my salvation!

Sick and tired

Sometimes in your life you just have to get sick and tired of being sick in tired. one thing I noticed in my life, it not hardly any people who just naturally bless God.  It is not hardly any who are born with the perfect life.  Most people have to get sick and tired. and honestly, this is the same for the person who has depression, the person who is obese, the person who can’t walk, the person who drinks to much, the ones who do drugs, the ones caught in abusive relationships. You either get sick and tired of being sick and tired, and you give up or you get sick and tired of being sick and tired and that makes you rise up.

I don’t speak like religion and honestly, I am tired of religion. I love Church, not all churches are bad, not all are good. it is the same with people. I was not taught by religion. I found God from seeking God. I believe any can find God if they do the same thing. As a Bible believer, I believe God wanted people to live.

I also know until people want change it will not happen. Many say they can do things on their own then they struggle. others are able to break the pattern and rise up. I mostly speak to those who can’t rise up. I was one of those people. I sat many hours in prayers with God and I am going to speak the things God spoke to me. You want change. You change your life. There was a time I was going to church almost seven days a week. I didn’t tell people. I did not do it so I can write about now and boast.

I did it because everyone I knew was doing drugs. people were dying. I wanted change. I would rather sit in church, then hang with my friends. I was tired of struggling and I tell you I am thankful I did.  I had already had so much witness of God in my life I was not going to church for them I was going to church for me.

It just comes a time in life you have to sit down and examine your life, what are you doing? Where are you going? Do you want this for your self?  I don’t know what everyone else wants, but honestly when I was doing what the world was doing that stuff was not happy to me.

I love church because honestly even though some gossip in church many people in the world gossip too so I just see people are people but I tell you at least most church folks are not trying to run around and go to clubs and do drugs and all stuff I don’t care for. Not in church anyways. What they do out of the building is not my problem.  I noticed most of them mean well so it was good to hang with these people. and so I did.

If you are out there struggling I pray you get some help, I pray you get some counseling but honestly above all I pray many pick up their bibles. because I do believe in God and honestly God wants us to live, and when we are not honoring God we are more then likely lost. I believe this my friends. I know I was and honestly, I am so thankful for Jesus. the Words of Jesus are true if people really listen.

God loves God’s creation that is why God tells us not to sin. I hear people fight about names, fight about traditions. fight about who is all knowing, when from beginning to end the whole bible is a book of sin and how to overcome and honestly it is life to us. That is why the devil will keep many from it. the devil wants people to die. I know people say you are crazy when you speak like this but honestly, I pray many start thinking like this because it is good to understand when you know God loves us and wanted life for us not death my friends and I am speaking the truth about God, and that is truth.

I pray many get so sick and tired they call on Jesus and Jesus come and restore you to health, restore your mind, and restore everything the enemy stole. and for some reason, these prayers seem to make me the bad guy and that is fine. I will still say them my friend!  Even pray them when people can’t see me! I pray the reader be blessed and God give us strength to rise above our stuff in Jesus name Amen!

I pray many sit down with a pen and paper and write down everything you are tired of. Hold that piece of paper up in the air and say Lord all this I give to you God, I know you can help me change everything I am sick and tired of in Jesus name Amen. and take that piece of paper and tear it up. and then sit down and write another list of what it will take for you to achieve things to make you happy.

I found in my life, my happiness was and is Jesus and honestly the more you sit with God the more guidance you get from God. I found in my life I could not change anything but hanging with God started changing me. Either way if I did not believe these things work, I don’t think I would be speaking them. I pray these words bless the reader. have a wonderful day dear people!



We Can

We can sing hours and hours of songs from beginning to end, to end to beginning. We can watch football and name every player. Name all their game scores and every play they ever make, we can recite perfectly. We can name every star. Know all their business and what they are attending but we won’t attend the one thing that can save us.
We’ve played every single video game that was ever created. from beginning to end, even some of them twice. We visit porn for hours, we sit on twitter. We spend 18 hours on facebook. 6 hours gossiping to our friends, How many hours we spend praying? We said every single cuss word in the book, Even created some new ones, but won’t ever open the book that saves us from them curses?
How many visit the bible? How many memorize scripture? So we will remember everything death and never seek life? Why is that? Do any know these gods can’t save us? there is no healing in watching football games. How many will even make it to nfl? will nfl come save them when they need help?
So how many books will we read from beginning to end and never blow the dust off our bibles? So how many books have you read in the form of facebook statuses? But you won’t even read your bible? How often do we call on friends for help? Do we call on God as much as we do others? is God a last resort in your life?
There was an old saying your relationship is where you spend your time in. How can we say we love God and we don’t even know God?
We all want the blessing of God, but who is blessing God? If every deed we do produces fruit, why we keep investing our labor into the wrong things?
These words were written so people consider! may God draw us into God. have a blessed day dear people!