Dead Friendships

I don’t call people I never see friends. if we are friends why do we not talk? why is there no conversation? I call these people strangers. In times of absences people can change. Who your best friend was ten years ago is not who they could be today. People can change. Cherish the ones who love you and keep them close. I feel only strangers barely talk. The ones I call friends are the ones in my circle.

I hear this stuff about ohhh my best friend, we don’t have to talk for years and when we do it is like we never stopped talking. Sorry My thinking is. if we are best friends why have we not talked in years? with all the cell phones, and facebook and so many ways to keep in touch why are we not talking? anyways that is how my brain thinks.

I am not forcing any to be around me. If you don’t want to talk to me don’t, but don’t be mad when I don’t consider you my friend. I am really picky with who I let in, so if you want to stay around act like it. Or be gone. Just how I feel about it. i am not desperate for friends and truly don’t mind being alone with Jesus,. won’t be the first time in my life it has been that way, and could not be the last either. 2019 is the year i got rid of dead relationships and dead friendships. may they rest in peace!

Sorry I mean no offense but with the world being the way it is. I know I am rare and because of such I am very picky with who i let be my friend. So many fakes and phonies in the world. it is hard to find good quality people in today’s times. and if you let too many losers in your life. they will break you and be gone and then what?

I put a lot of work in to be a good person. and because I do. I want my work to be appreciated. So many people think good people are stepping stones or door matts or something to be taken advantage of. You do not see we choose to be this way. so when you find a good person VALUE THEM! I mean open your eyes dear people, how much of the world is good in today’s times?

Either way i don’t think I am better then any but seriously if you are out there and you are being different, you are being the lamb in the midst of wolves. be careful beloveds. people don’t have to love you. people don’t have to be nice to you. so when you find someone who is CHERISH THEM! For it is indeed a choice! I pray many get over the entitled thinking because honestly if even one person loves you THAT IS A BLESSING! AND TRUTH be told one should cling to their blessing. Not take it for granted,. Just my thinking. in it.

random thought* Sorry don’t mean to offend any just my thinking. Treat people how you want to be treated and when you see someone treating you well. APPRECIATE THEM! For in today’s times so many a holes. but how many good people? then we find the good ones and be a holes to them? Something is truly wrong with this!

You can hate me,, not like me, don’t have to be around me, but please don’t say we are friends and never talk to me! Sorry in my mind that just doesn’t fit right but to each their own. I pray this be the year many of us examine our lives and go through our friends with a fine tooth comb and just start examining our lives and the ones we call homies. just my advice. have a blessed day beloveds!


This is going to be the year God blesses a great multitude of people. and they shall rise and GOD will give them power to overcome the enemy and stomp on his head and say devil you have no authority. and the LORD said it is finished and it will be completed by the ZEAL OF THE LORD! Happy NEW year dear ones! it is written the people in the darkness have seen a GREAT LIGHT and when the whole world walks in darkness the LIGHT will shine!! Dear ones there is so much darkness all around and only Jesus came in LIGHT and LOVE and came with the redeeming blood. let us be like those who covered our houses in the blood of the Lamb but then lets not be like those who complained in the wilderness, but instead let us be made NEW in Jesus name Amen!

So how can a man be born again? he can be washed clean by Jesus!! he can sit with GOD and let the LORD renew his mind, his soul and spirit, and man the LORD can do that for woman too! and even child if they are willing! and that is truth dear people! I pray this video bless many!! it is what I consider edifying and refreshing and renewing. have a blessed day dear ones! Just some wisdom for people who want to move forward, and come to some understanding in their life.

Be safe and consider! happy New year!

So almost every new year I write the same thing and this year won’t be different. If you must drink tonight be wise. have your ride all ready lined up. have your cab money in your sock so you don’t spend it. if you don’t have a ride stay home and drink dear people. You know just imagine. You can go out drinking and wake up in a jail cell. Have no memory at all. wonder what is going on. Then the next thing an officer goes by. You yell out hey. hey why am I here? The officer looks at you with hate and says you sir are a murderer, what’s a matter don’t remember?

I hear so many say I am fine I can drive and you only think about yourself. What happens if you hit that car with a lady driving who has six kids and you run into her and kill all her kids? or even worst the mom dies and the kids live. People should think about this stuff before they go drinking. because if you are going to continue to be a drinker at least be wise about it. You getting in a accident and dying is not the only thing that can happen. You could be a murderer.

How would that feel? I mean if we drink in drive that technically could happen so might as well start preparing. Please be wise this holiday. be safe and I love you guys! Happy New Year!

I myself will not be drinking or acting a fool and honestly i do pray people get tired of partying. I pray God help many see there is more to life then parties. Would be nice to see people write extensive goals. Not resolutions. goals get done. resolutions don’t. I pray God gift many with wisdom this year and strength to start something new in their world, in Jesus name Amen! HAPPY NEW YEAR!

A perfect person

I sought a perfect person, I sought a perfect religion. I sought a perfect tradition. I sought a perfect friend, a perfect relation, a perfect life and all the was vexation to my soul. it was also vanity. Who am I that I should overcome or be over any hard ship in life? Who am I that I should have a life without problems? a life with only joy? what man’s life has been perfected from beginning to end? is such a person alive in earth today?

I know not, but I know I did search many places all over. I sat with the rich. I sat with the poor. I sat with the educated, the simple, many colors, many people and all I saw was people. I looked up to the sky I spoke to God. the only perfection I know is Jesus. I love the Word but is the Word perfected?

They argue languages, they argue wisdom, they say let us look at facts. and so much knowledge, many over look the simple. never understanding something greater then people made people. Do any ever consider the stars, the moon and the skies? we say we are gods, but yet in my brain, I am like why are we not making the things God made?

I am not a perfect person. I am in the middle of creating art, and music and trying to do a million things, and if I was God they would all be done at once. and lately I have been exercising and that has been exhausting me. This was a random note I wrote in this.

Please don’t look upon me thinking I am perfect. I only know God is perfect. I believe Jesus to be perfect. and that is what I believe but I don’t know what others think or do or know but honestly my eyes are going to stay on what I believe is perfection.

Dear God. help me better then I am today. help me be better then I was yesterday. To make good decisions, help me not make excuses but give me super natural strength to be good. to be different. help me do things pleasing to you God. have your way in my life. Plant my feet deeply in you GOD and let me not slip or fall or be cast away but help me walk in Jesus name Amen!

New Creation!

Dear God instead of doing something old I pray you do something NEW! Give us a NEW heart created WITH flesh and stone and let that stone be YOUR foundation that our hearts are set in. Let that stony heart lead us out of our fleshly hearts and fashion us INTO NEW CREATION GOD in Jesus name Amen! For the former things have passed away AND I SAW A NEW DAY, A NEW CREATION! Where we were created after our Creator! for before God created flesh HIS WORD WAS ALL READY WRITTEN IN STONE my friends! And as David who was a murderer for the own lust of his flesh so was Paul. wash us clean oh God in Jesus name Amen! Romans 12:2, Psalms 119:11. let us be renewed in you GOD! For the LORD loves a broken contrite heart, for what is broken TRULY THE LORD CAN PUT BACK TOGETHER! and make it into something EVEN BETTER! Let a NEW CREATION BEGIN! In Jesus name Amen!

Psalm 51 New Living Translation (NLT)
Psalm 51
For the choir director: A psalm of David, regarding the time Nathan the prophet came to him after David had committed adultery with Bathsheba.
1 Have mercy on me, O God,
because of your unfailing love.
Because of your great compassion,
blot out the stain of my sins.
2 Wash me clean from my guilt.
Purify me from my sin.
3 For I recognize my rebellion;
it haunts me day and night.
4 Against you, and you alone, have I sinned;
I have done what is evil in your sight.
You will be proved right in what you say,
and your judgment against me is just.[a]
5 For I was born a sinner—
yes, from the moment my mother conceived me.
6 But you desire honesty from the womb,[b]
teaching me wisdom even there.

7 Purify me from my sins,[c] and I will be clean;
wash me, and I will be whiter than snow.
8 Oh, give me back my joy again;
you have broken me—
now let me rejoice.
9 Don’t keep looking at my sins.
Remove the stain of my guilt.
10 Create in me a clean heart, O God.
Renew a loyal spirit within me.
11 Do not banish me from your presence,
and don’t take your Holy Spirit[d] from me.

12 Restore to me the joy of your salvation,
and make me willing to obey you.
13 Then I will teach your ways to rebels,
and they will return to you.
14 Forgive me for shedding blood, O God who saves;
then I will joyfully sing of your forgiveness.
15 Unseal my lips, O Lord,
that my mouth may praise you.

16 You do not desire a sacrifice, or I would offer one.
You do not want a burnt offering.
17 The sacrifice you desire is a broken spirit.
You will not reject a broken and repentant heart, O God.
18 Look with favor on Zion and help her;
rebuild the walls of Jerusalem.
19 Then you will be pleased with sacrifices offered in the right spirit—
with burnt offerings and whole burnt offerings.
Then bulls will again be sacrificed on your altar.


Why wait?

So I saw this image on facebook and I share my response. Why wait beloveds?

If you prepare your hearts why wait beloveds? heaven can be found here in earth! if the Lord sets you free in the land of the LIVING indeed you have found the promised land!! let us not be like those who complained in the wilderness beloveds. let us not be like those who made stairs (towers) trying to reach heaven. Maybe perhaps nobody has been truly delivered. for God brought me out of the land of Egypt,. out of the land of sin and I tell you I CAN’T STOP DANCING AND PRAISING THE LORD! Why wait for heaven? Psalms 27:13-15, Revelation 21:1-7. REJOICE! the tabernacle of GOD is with men and truly the former things have passed a way and when you have been RENEWED and created into NEW by our Creator!

MY GOD THAT IS SOMETHING TO CELEBRATE HERE ON EARTH! For men can not praise GOD in their graves and since tomorrow is promised to no man, instead of look to heaven I pray we just celebrate with GOD daily! I am so happy with living with GOD here on earth truth be told heaven isn’t even a thought! THANK YOU JESUS FOR THE JOY YOU GAVE ME TODAY AND THE LAST FEW YEARS! For indeed I was not faint, but dead and man WITH GOD I FOUND A PEACE THAT SURPASSES ANYTHING ON THE PLANET! I want to live and SPREAD THE GOOD NEWS! and when I see heaven is when I see heaven, but until then let my lips continuously praise GOD!   How WONDERFUL IS THE LORD!!   men ought to pray so they DON’T faint, and the dead should pray for LIFE! Shalom!