abortion rant, hate me if you want

I wrote this and honestly I left the comments open. feel free to add any comment you want it won’t change my words. and if this post bothers any. feel free to unfollow me. i won’t be offended. This is how I feel and I care not who agrees or not. i didn’t write it to make friends. Social media is all about saying how you feel. and many are flaunting their feelings all over so allow me to share mine. Agree, disagree, it doesn’t matter i am still going to be me. Also abortion is not usually a topic I even usually speak on. i speak against fornicating and for good reasons. I only am sharing this rant because it is all over social media so I am putting it out there.

*tired of hearing about the abortion law all ready* i am not a monster but honestly here is my thoughts. First and foremost if pastors preached against sin perhaps so many wouldn’t be fornicating. Most these abortions coming from UNWED couples. hardly any pastors mention fornicating at all but now every single pastor in the world is sharing stuff about abortions. I am not for abortion. i think it is murder. Sorry i do but I also say I am not the person who has to live with that decision. i have heard from God people who have abortions get tormented by their own actions. they do not get away with murder it literally haunts them for years. Only nobody sees it but God. Next thing, there is no lost for God. the souls of the babies are all ready in heaven. the ones who commit the act will have to answer to God. Sorry that is what the Lord told me and i believe God.

Now the major part I have a problem with. millions of babies are tossed out, abandoned. homeless, left to starve, go hungry live in poverty. hardly any orphanages and even if so it is damn near impossible to adopt. you have to make enough money. go through a process, so not a lot of babies are being adopted out. and how much funding for this stuff is even available? So it makes me sick that living babies get ignored everyday but the dead babies never born they have millions of voices speaking for them. and people calling people already condemned murderers.

God will judge the parents. Just think it is sad. We will speak up for anything as long as it doesn’t matter. we can’t take care of our living babies but hey let’s let all the babies live so that way they can get tossed out on the street like all the other living kids that just go forgotten. facebok can ban me for this post I truly don’t care anymore. Sick of all these self righteous preachers that won’t preach ABOUT ANYTHING THAT MATTERS! Try speaking to youths, speak against fornicating. Start feeding some of these living children. Seems to be calling out these abortion laws just seems to be some superhero pastor new stuff. meaning every pastor in the world feels it his duty to talk about it. if you really was a super hero start trying to do something about the living kids that go hungry.

Just saying. Preach against fornication. why wait until the murder is all ready committed to scream out murders. You hypocrites! preach against sin before it happens then you won’t be screaming against abortion in guilt. if you act before it happens it just might prevent some of these murders. No, instead we just preach watered down sugar gospels. Again you hypocrites! sorry that’s how i feel and i truly don’t care if any like it or not.

if my comments bother any feel free to unfriend me, it won’t change my mentality. Just being honest. tired of this fake religion they care so much. That is why they never come to the hood. that is why these children go hungered in the first place because Christians would rather preach then do! What a bunch of bull crap! I want to see some of these cameras catching people take care of children instead of watching people camped out abortion clinics, why not camp out in broken cities or places where children are being abandoned.

Start coming to the neighbors people fornicate and start preaching against it then perhaps you might see difference. until then i don’t want to see your abortion bull video made for social media likes and don’t i look like mr holy man status and that is the only reason these videos are created. they truly aren’t righteous videos. and that is just truth! these pastors don’t really care about innocent lives. they care about facebook status and likes. Sorry if people really cared about innocent life they would be speaking for the innocent that live! Let God take care of those in heaven or as Jesus spoke, “let the dead bury the dead.” (yes that is scripture go look it up) In the meanwhile God created people to look and watch over LIVING. those unborn babies souls are already in GOD’s hand!

if my words offend any feel free to unfriend me because i truly am not apologizing or changing my words! This letter was written in complete love FOR THE LIVING CHILDREN who are hungered and lost in the world not in the womb not sorry! Somebody has to be a voice for them!

Let’s agree to disagree

Let’s agree to disagree. You won’t anger me! thank you God for peace! I don’t have to prove myself to you. if a person isn’t hearing your speech why bother speaking? I thank God for healing my mind. I don’t want to argue with anyone if you don’t agree move along buddy. We don’t have to argue. we don’t have to fight, in fact we don’t have to speak at all. I never could understand why people want to stay in fights. Do you enjoy being angered? I myself do not. Stress is a killer.

If we argue too much I am going to say we don’t get along. I don’t want to stay where they throw stones at me. if we can’t talk like adults, I am gone. You want to be talked to a certain way then talk to me the same. it takes two to argue. and that is real truth. You don’t have to stand in the middle of arguing and fighting. turn your other cheeks and walk away! How many times do we turn the other cheek and flee the scene? AS MANY TIMES AS IT TAKES TO KEEP THE PEACE!

Adults no longer know how to have civil conversations. they speak in anger. They speak in hate. grown folks throwing tantrums. there is no thought in their speech just say the first evil thing on your mind. throw stuff around when you are angered. I am getting old and my days of babysitting are over. i don’t want to be your mommy or spank your hand. or be talked to crazy because i want you to live. if my words offend you feel free to turn your other cheeks and flee from me! have a blessed wonderful day dear people! happy to be at a point where I keep my joy! and truly it is only through God I have been able to do this! Thank you God for answering my prayers because God does know i can’t stand arguing and fighting and that is truth. let’s agree to disagree and move on and the Lord bless you my friends! *my mentality*

Treat Me Better!

The bible says treat people how you want to be treated but in my house I am changing that up. Because I have seen how many treat them self. and many are treating them self all types of ways so please treat me better then you treat yourself for I treat many not better then me equally but seriously I once said that to some one and they did me dirty but then when I sat and considered it I said look at how they treat them self. No wonder they did that to me! God didn’t call me to be a door matt to people. I sat at Jesus feet and I saw how when they threw stones at Jesus. Jesus turned His butt checks and fled the scene. Why Jesus even spoke if they don’t accept you wipe off the dust off your feet and keep going!

#TeamJesusDiscerning! In different dictionaries discern means to judge. to be able to know the difference between right and wrong! God didn’t give a spirit of fear, nor are we to be slaves to those unless we are in chains. So I pray many grow in discerning and seriously let the WORD be a LAMP to our feet. that way we don’t get trampled to the ground when we should be trampling the dirt off our sandals. Just saying!

dis·cern
/dəˈsərn/Submit
verb
perceive or recognize (something).
“I can discern no difference between the two policies”
distinguish (someone or something) with difficulty by sight or with the other senses.
“she could faintly discern the shape of a skull”
synonyms: perceive, make out, pick out, detect, recognize, notice, observe, see, spot; identify, determine, distinguish, differentiate, discriminate, tell apart; become cognizant of, become aware of, become conscious of; literarydescry, espy
“in the dim light he could discern a handful of ghostly figures”

What’s the outcome?

So you are trying not to fornicate what do you do? Do you put your self alone in a room with a man? Do you say come over and watch netflix? ladies if we are trying to avoid fornicating lets stop putting our self in awkward situations where it seems sex is the only out come. Best way to avoid sin is flee it. not put yourself in the situations. Food for spiritual growth! 2019 the year people over come with common sense. Keeping it 100! God doesn’t want to hear excuses! God wants to hear many say no and mean it! and this can go for many things! Truly if people wanted to they could flee certain things and I seriously would pray for strength to resist temptations and men practice being like Joseph who ran from temptations. Just my advice dear people. i would rather cut ties to all my sin then God cut ties from me! Matthew 7:19

bible study and update

bible study today may be a little delayed for I am going to do it live and was not sure how all that stuff went down. it takes so long to record and upload and process and a couple of people have really been encouraging me to just go live and I think that truly is the best option. But I spent so much of my day playing with it and seeing how it works it is noon and I have stuff that I must get done so bible study will either be pushed back until tonight or maybe tomorrow but hopefully I will still get it in today.

I also think I am seriously considering just reading the Word out loud perhaps daily live on facebook live. Since I do read it daily maybe perhaps it may benefit others to somehow have a reading partner. But as I was doing that before on youtube it was taking so much time to upload them, I could not continue in that course. Going live takes away all that uploading time! i think I just may make it a daily routine at a set time of day. maybe 5 days a week or perhaps even seven. really thinking of making the time noon even, for that seems to mostly be a good time for me. This is still a new thought that i am sure I will go with just not sure how exactly it will happen. but I spent all morning preparing my stuff to go live on both facebook and youtube.

My artwork is on pause for a bit because exercising is trumping art work and until I get in better shape I just haven’t had the time or energy to draw. Plus I am learning to play piano so i can put some tunes to my songs. I am not changing my goals just being more realistic with them.

The stuff that i do is not for fame. Although I have had a donate button for just a little while I still have not collected even one penny for what I do. I say this so people know it is not for fame, it is not for money. it is truly because I love people. and if any want to go forward I am willing to walk with you as I walk daily. so it helps to be with others who walk with God. the bible says so and I just know from my own life also. it helps to stay on the right path when you are around people with the same mind frame.

So with all that said anyone out there who is interested in growing, feel free to join my channel or my group. I won’t judge you and we can just sit and grow in God. and anyone else please feel free to continue doing whatever you are doing. have a blessed day dear people!

also I will be adding a P.O.box and I am still taking donations even though I have not received any because God does know one day I will open a church, one way or another and that is truth beloveds. So if any did feel like donating or helping out that would be awesome if not God will provide. But hopefully somebody will see how much of my time I do put into the things I do and want to contribute for a good cause but either way if not I will still be Michelle. Money will not change me. I thank God for all the change God has done in me!

Also the last comment was not a dig for a donation. I 100% believe if I put in the time God is going to bless me! have a blessed wonderful day dear people! This was just an update to those who genuinely keep up with me. Myfacebook group, youtube channel

Gossip in the church

I’m about to step on some toes, and I apologize but at least I am not wearing heals. Ladies I tell you. On of the biggest turn off I see in church is the women who gossip. I use to be highly offended by it. “Did you see what sister so and so was wearing?”

NO!!! I didn’t! I was to busy praying. My eyes was closed!! I was worshiping the LORD, and when I wasn’t I was attentively listening to the pastor. I came to hear the WORD and praise the LORD not pass on a malicious words about someone else in the building.

I come to realize people gossip everywhere but I thought the churches were suppose to stand different then the world. But I learned people are people no matter where you go. BUT since church folks are suppose to be different it would be a lot easier to hear gossip and whispers if they said, “hey gather with us and pray! I am worried about their soul. Or lets stand in agreement that God will touch and change them.” or have you approached the one you talk about in a friendly manner and try to correct them? I never hear the sisters gossip about these things.

The tongue is a weapon and if you use it to talk about people. truly we can use the same tongue and say Lord forgive them of their sins, forgive me God. I am nobody to judge and if I stand perfect then God please help them too because God knows where I would be with out God’s healing and if you can change me God, truly there is hope for them.

But it seems many sisters who gossip can’t stand and do that because instead of look with in their own hearts they so busy pointing out faults in everyone else. Just words for spiritual growth. is any one interested in growing or we just going to continue standing around talking about everyone else?

Ephesians 4:29, Gossip is not good for my soul. it is not edifying to me. it doesn’t seem to very edifying for the person we whisper about either. Just words for some of us saints to consider! have a blessed day dear sisters! and if men gossip this message can apply to you also!

There are many who come to church. they are poor, they are broken, they might look one way one day and in the next year you will see complete change. Their clothes will change, their hearts will change. They will have a strong relationship with God. their fruits will blossom while some of the very same ones who sat and pointed and whispered will still be the exact same talking about the next one that comes in.

Joel 2:13, James 1:26, Proverbs 11:9, Proverbs 18:21, Psalm 141:3 God only you can tame the tongue. Give us new wisdom that will be edifying for your Kingdom God and let our lips always bring forth righteous fruit for you God, in Jesus name Amen!

On the day we sit with God and the Lord ask me. How many did you prevent from coming to my Kingdom with your lips, with your deeds, with your actions? I pray my answer be. Lord my tongue I used for your glory and honor how many did I bring to you God? and instead of God answer. God say welcome home My Daughter! for your lips always did speak righteous things!

and I will reply. Thank you God!! it is only by you I overcame. With your wisdom, with your understanding and with your strength to tame my tongue because the Lord does know it is not easy to always speak righteous things in a world full of evil. God if it was not for your Holy Spirit I would be lost and that is truth beloveds!

I pray many of us who sit in church perhaps do some bible studies on being good stewards! Just my advice! Spiritual growth for the House of God! Written in love Shalom!