Is murder different from murder?

Going to share a post. and I say from the beginning, I did not post this to get in a big old debate about your beliefs and what not. I am not God and you don’t have to answer to me. I know so many sinning a million different ways, I truly don’t want to point out any sins.  but just know there is a GOD who delivers people from their sin and I pray many find GOD, but more so I pray GOD find you and deliver you.  I am not God and I can’t forgive you and you don’t have to answer to me. that is how I feel about it.  I also know a God who has used murders in the past, God has used liars, and thieves and many sinners. so please know I didn’t write this to judge any!  So many share their feelings about abortion and my feeling is, Is murder different from murder? This post is how I feel and you don’t have to agree with me!  In fact I leave comments open feel free to state your opinion and even your beliefs but just know you will not change my beliefs.

This was in response to America is going to hell for abortions. To be honest, so many say they know what or how God thinks. This message was written for people to consider. I mean since we all say we know how God thinks, is murder different from murder dear people?

why point fingers at just America? isn’t the whole world murdering their babies? Isn’t there child sex traffic all over? Do babies all over get neglected? is murder different from murder? Does it matter if they abort them or toss them out in the trash? or neglect them? Are many children in the world now being murdered by starvation? being left behind? uncared for? why just point out one sin? it truly is time for people to repent! How many children have you fed? How many children on the streets now living dying daily? we don’t care about them? just the ones that are butchered on the table? is a child not a child because it didn’t get aborted? So if we all care so much what are we doing? is there a difference in how they murder babies? whether it be in the womb or out in the world is any of it not called murder? and is America the only country killing babies? that doesn’t seem to be true. or is it? orphanages are closing. we complain about giving. Money for funding never is. it gets cut, nobody gives. are we not part of murder our self? instead of look at the problem we just point fingers at each other. is the whole world guilty? and if not why do such things exist? and this only happen in America? America is the only country with children?


Again this was just written so people think, and please you tell me, is murder different from murder?  if abortion is murder, which I myself believe is. Is there a difference in how we murder our kids? and if so how so? Some people chose to be a voice for the dead, I pray I can be a voice for the living that are dying. I don’t have any income to support them but truly I can open my lips for them and this only seems appropriate! after all many who speak up against abortion say they care about those children but yet millions of living children get neglected daily. are these children not dying? and if so why is this not considered murdering? and if it is murder, who will be the voice for them? Dear God help us!

abortion rant, hate me if you want

I wrote this and honestly I left the comments open. feel free to add any comment you want it won’t change my words. and if this post bothers any. feel free to unfollow me. i won’t be offended. This is how I feel and I care not who agrees or not. i didn’t write it to make friends. Social media is all about saying how you feel. and many are flaunting their feelings all over so allow me to share mine. Agree, disagree, it doesn’t matter i am still going to be me. Also abortion is not usually a topic I even usually speak on. i speak against fornicating and for good reasons. I only am sharing this rant because it is all over social media so I am putting it out there.

*tired of hearing about the abortion law all ready* i am not a monster but honestly here is my thoughts. First and foremost if pastors preached against sin perhaps so many wouldn’t be fornicating. Most these abortions coming from UNWED couples. hardly any pastors mention fornicating at all but now every single pastor in the world is sharing stuff about abortions. I am not for abortion. i think it is murder. Sorry i do but I also say I am not the person who has to live with that decision. i have heard from God people who have abortions get tormented by their own actions. they do not get away with murder it literally haunts them for years. Only nobody sees it but God. Next thing, there is no lost for God. the souls of the babies are all ready in heaven. the ones who commit the act will have to answer to God. Sorry that is what the Lord told me and i believe God.

Now the major part I have a problem with. millions of babies are tossed out, abandoned. homeless, left to starve, go hungry live in poverty. hardly any orphanages and even if so it is damn near impossible to adopt. you have to make enough money. go through a process, so not a lot of babies are being adopted out. and how much funding for this stuff is even available? So it makes me sick that living babies get ignored everyday but the dead babies never born they have millions of voices speaking for them. and people calling people already condemned murderers.

God will judge the parents. Just think it is sad. We will speak up for anything as long as it doesn’t matter. we can’t take care of our living babies but hey let’s let all the babies live so that way they can get tossed out on the street like all the other living kids that just go forgotten. facebok can ban me for this post I truly don’t care anymore. Sick of all these self righteous preachers that won’t preach ABOUT ANYTHING THAT MATTERS! Try speaking to youths, speak against fornicating. Start feeding some of these living children. Seems to be calling out these abortion laws just seems to be some superhero pastor new stuff. meaning every pastor in the world feels it his duty to talk about it. if you really was a super hero start trying to do something about the living kids that go hungry.

Just saying. Preach against fornication. why wait until the murder is all ready committed to scream out murders. You hypocrites! preach against sin before it happens then you won’t be screaming against abortion in guilt. if you act before it happens it just might prevent some of these murders. No, instead we just preach watered down sugar gospels. Again you hypocrites! sorry that’s how i feel and i truly don’t care if any like it or not.

if my comments bother any feel free to unfriend me, it won’t change my mentality. Just being honest. tired of this fake religion they care so much. That is why they never come to the hood. that is why these children go hungered in the first place because Christians would rather preach then do! What a bunch of bull crap! I want to see some of these cameras catching people take care of children instead of watching people camped out abortion clinics, why not camp out in broken cities or places where children are being abandoned.

Start coming to the neighbors people fornicate and start preaching against it then perhaps you might see difference. until then i don’t want to see your abortion bull video made for social media likes and don’t i look like mr holy man status and that is the only reason these videos are created. they truly aren’t righteous videos. and that is just truth! these pastors don’t really care about innocent lives. they care about facebook status and likes. Sorry if people really cared about innocent life they would be speaking for the innocent that live! Let God take care of those in heaven or as Jesus spoke, “let the dead bury the dead.” (yes that is scripture go look it up) In the meanwhile God created people to look and watch over LIVING. those unborn babies souls are already in GOD’s hand!

if my words offend any feel free to unfriend me because i truly am not apologizing or changing my words! This letter was written in complete love FOR THE LIVING CHILDREN who are hungered and lost in the world not in the womb not sorry! Somebody has to be a voice for them!

Dancing on the pole

I write this message on my page because some will not like this probably. but that is ok. I am a woman who sat in sin. I came to speak to sinners. So all you holy people feel free to bow out now. But as I am not holy and I did live that sinner life. I am not new to the lies and the deception. I had so many stripper friends. and I sat in the back room of many stripe clubs.

I wrote this out on facebook and so many came and spoke against me. I told my self they were robots because again I sat in the back of so many strip clubs and I have not met one stripper who made cash with out getting under the influence or doing other things I shall not say in the open. I write this letter not to judge but honestly I have such mad compassionate love for my ladies. I want you to have a better life then a lot of ladies had. There is nothing glorious about dancing on the pole. behind the scene you know how many drugs most of them girls have to do to be able to take off their clothes? it is because something in you tells you it is not right. So you have to make your mind forget. so you can justify or forget your sin.

If you like dancing on the pole then the words I say are not for you, but to the children I see, I pray these words be life to you. I pray you go to school. Study hard. Do your homework early. Pick up a dictionary and study and make the world fall in love with your mind. not the things you can flaunt. I mean it is fine to look good but if that is all you have in life, what becomes when your body fades? What happens when you put yourself in a place you can’t get out of? A lot of people I know have been sexually molested or even raped. I love the bible. Forgive the person who did wrong and ask God to help you recover quickly. You can not change the outcome of others but you can change what you do and many of us get in trouble because nobody spoke to them good.

A lot of us look at things and we see the glamour and the glitter.  I pray many who want to be strippers consider looking into the stories that are real and the dark side. That way when you make your choice. You will be able to say I did not go into this blinded. and then if you see those videos and decide to put on them shoes. …..Don’t say you weren’t warned!

You know like a decade or so ago I asked so many children what they wanted to be when they grew up and you would be amazed at how many of them said. I want to be a stripper and a drug dealer. and dear people this wasn’t even in the ghetto. this was children all over. Just words to consider. I pray many grow in righteous thinking and I honestly don’t think dancing on the pole is the right thing.

Dear God I pray that you help us break these generational curses. I pray that you give many of us woman a strong will to be different. to be virtuous. rise us up in your Word and teach us how to be ladies that other ladies will want to be like. Lord help us be called Daughters God! Daughter of God rise up!

Dear God I also pray that you help many men be leaders. help them be like Joseph in Genesis! bless their hearts and minds and lead us out temptation and give a new generation strength to rise us up! Build us up God and give us wisdom that will not only honor you God but be life to us!  may your will be done in many! rise up from the dust Beloveds! and truly sin keeps us down in the dust. time to wipe off the dust and say God out of dust of the ground you created Man and Woman. create me into your Child God!

I am praying for a whole nation of people, even if my prayers offend people. I pray they bring you to God and bless the roots of your life and may God plant you firmly in his kingdom in Jesus name Amen!

If you do evil because the whole world does evil. then you are dancing in the circle with the devil and it comes a time when you have to walk straight and forward and leave them devils behind.  I apologize that might seem crazy to some but honestly the more you know God, you can see righteous living is the RIGHT thing!

It is easy to say the evil way is easy. fast money. fast fixes to everything. perfect love. perfect relationships. perfect jobs. Fast money comes with punishment on earth. drug dealing, stripping, stealing, lying, Some say these things pay off. then why do they sleep with one eye open? why do they do drugs to ease the pain? why do some of them die? why do others sit locked up in institutions if these evil ways are good? does that stuff sound good? has anyone ever seen someone strung out on drugs? So is this stuff now considered good?

It’s hard being a newbie Christian

man God is so awesome! i totally love this post! That’s what I’m talking about!

Bri's Corner

In my previous post, I talked about how I grew up in a catholic home. I mentioned how difficult it was to make the transition to Christianity. Over the past few days since I started this blog, a thought has kept creeping up in my mind. “Being a newbie Christian is tough”. I began blogging with the intention of sharing my walk with Christ. I believe it is important to let others like me, know that they aren’t alone in freshly starting off their walk with Jesus. I say this because I know how terrifying it can seem when you look around at so many other Christians that have probably been in ministry for years. They seem so well put together. It’s intimidating and it can make one feel like we won’t ever know as much as them. But I’m here to tell anyone that might, or is currently experiencing…

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Moving Forward!

I pray this blesses our mentality and give us something to achieve. I don’t know about anyone else but I don’t want to look at what any have but God please help me get my own in Jesus name Amen!

Instead of looking at others and want what they have and what they got, look towards God and ask God to help you achieve your own. Thou shall not covet, which is fulfilled with love thy neighbor but so many people gazing in their neighbor’s back yard they over look the rake, and the broom to make their own yard look good. In fact some trip over their rake trying so hard to get a glimpse of what your neighbor has in their yard. if you would of been looking in your own, wouldn’t of fell.

Just words to consider. Since Jesus never broke the Commands of God let us look at the old testament scripture, and compare to the new Matthew 22:36-40. the scripture doesn’t say love thy neighbor’s belongings as if they are your own. but love the person and seriously pray God help you get your own. Look at how much the word jealous resembles the word covet. Which scriptures tell us not to be jealous also. James 4:2-3, James 3:14-16 Food for spiritual growth! Shalom!

Exodus 20:17 Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour’s house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour’s wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour’s.

yearn to possess or have (something).
“the president-elect covets time for exercise and fishing”
synonyms: desire, be consumed with desire for, crave, have one’s heart set on; want, wish for, long for, yearn for, dream of, aspire to, hanker for, hanker after, hunger after/for, thirst for, ache for, fancy, burn for, pant for
“people still coveted things which didn’t belong to them”

feeling or showing envy of someone or their achievements and advantages.
“he grew jealous of her success”
synonyms: envious, covetous, desirous; resentful, grudging, begrudging; jaundiced, bitter, malicious, spiteful; green with envy, green, green-eyed; greedy, selfish, acquisitive; formalemulous
“he was jealous of his brother’s popularity”
feeling or showing suspicion of someone’s unfaithfulness in a relationship.
“a jealous boyfriend”
synonyms: suspicious, distrustful, mistrustful, doubting, insecure, anxious; apprehensive of rivals, possessive, proprietorial, overprotective, clinging, controlling, dominating
“a jealous lover”
fiercely protective or vigilant of one’s rights or possessions.
“Howard is still a little jealous of his authority”
synonyms: protective, defensive, vigilant, watchful, heedful, mindful, careful, solicitous, attentive
“they are very jealous of their rights”

Gossip in the church

I’m about to step on some toes, and I apologize but at least I am not wearing heals. Ladies I tell you. On of the biggest turn off I see in church is the women who gossip. I use to be highly offended by it. “Did you see what sister so and so was wearing?”

NO!!! I didn’t! I was to busy praying. My eyes was closed!! I was worshiping the LORD, and when I wasn’t I was attentively listening to the pastor. I came to hear the WORD and praise the LORD not pass on a malicious words about someone else in the building.

I come to realize people gossip everywhere but I thought the churches were suppose to stand different then the world. But I learned people are people no matter where you go. BUT since church folks are suppose to be different it would be a lot easier to hear gossip and whispers if they said, “hey gather with us and pray! I am worried about their soul. Or lets stand in agreement that God will touch and change them.” or have you approached the one you talk about in a friendly manner and try to correct them? I never hear the sisters gossip about these things.

The tongue is a weapon and if you use it to talk about people. truly we can use the same tongue and say Lord forgive them of their sins, forgive me God. I am nobody to judge and if I stand perfect then God please help them too because God knows where I would be with out God’s healing and if you can change me God, truly there is hope for them.

But it seems many sisters who gossip can’t stand and do that because instead of look with in their own hearts they so busy pointing out faults in everyone else. Just words for spiritual growth. is any one interested in growing or we just going to continue standing around talking about everyone else?

Ephesians 4:29, Gossip is not good for my soul. it is not edifying to me. it doesn’t seem to very edifying for the person we whisper about either. Just words for some of us saints to consider! have a blessed day dear sisters! and if men gossip this message can apply to you also!

There are many who come to church. they are poor, they are broken, they might look one way one day and in the next year you will see complete change. Their clothes will change, their hearts will change. They will have a strong relationship with God. their fruits will blossom while some of the very same ones who sat and pointed and whispered will still be the exact same talking about the next one that comes in.

Joel 2:13, James 1:26, Proverbs 11:9, Proverbs 18:21, Psalm 141:3 God only you can tame the tongue. Give us new wisdom that will be edifying for your Kingdom God and let our lips always bring forth righteous fruit for you God, in Jesus name Amen!

On the day we sit with God and the Lord ask me. How many did you prevent from coming to my Kingdom with your lips, with your deeds, with your actions? I pray my answer be. Lord my tongue I used for your glory and honor how many did I bring to you God? and instead of God answer. God say welcome home My Daughter! for your lips always did speak righteous things!

and I will reply. Thank you God!! it is only by you I overcame. With your wisdom, with your understanding and with your strength to tame my tongue because the Lord does know it is not easy to always speak righteous things in a world full of evil. God if it was not for your Holy Spirit I would be lost and that is truth beloveds!

I pray many of us who sit in church perhaps do some bible studies on being good stewards! Just my advice! Spiritual growth for the House of God! Written in love Shalom!