It’s hard being a newbie Christian

man God is so awesome! i totally love this post! That’s what I’m talking about!

Bri's Corner

In my previous post, I talked about how I grew up in a catholic home. I mentioned how difficult it was to make the transition to Christianity. Over the past few days since I started this blog, a thought has kept creeping up in my mind. “Being a newbie Christian is tough”. I began blogging with the intention of sharing my walk with Christ. I believe it is important to let others like me, know that they aren’t alone in freshly starting off their walk with Jesus. I say this because I know how terrifying it can seem when you look around at so many other Christians that have probably been in ministry for years. They seem so well put together. It’s intimidating and it can make one feel like we won’t ever know as much as them. But I’m here to tell anyone that might, or is currently experiencing…

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Moving Forward!

I pray this blesses our mentality and give us something to achieve. I don’t know about anyone else but I don’t want to look at what any have but God please help me get my own in Jesus name Amen!

Instead of looking at others and want what they have and what they got, look towards God and ask God to help you achieve your own. Thou shall not covet, which is fulfilled with love thy neighbor but so many people gazing in their neighbor’s back yard they over look the rake, and the broom to make their own yard look good. In fact some trip over their rake trying so hard to get a glimpse of what your neighbor has in their yard. if you would of been looking in your own, wouldn’t of fell.

Just words to consider. Since Jesus never broke the Commands of God let us look at the old testament scripture, and compare to the new Matthew 22:36-40. the scripture doesn’t say love thy neighbor’s belongings as if they are your own. but love the person and seriously pray God help you get your own. Look at how much the word jealous resembles the word covet. Which scriptures tell us not to be jealous also. James 4:2-3, James 3:14-16 Food for spiritual growth! Shalom!

Exodus 20:17 Thou shalt not covet thy neighbour’s house, thou shalt not covet thy neighbour’s wife, nor his manservant, nor his maidservant, nor his ox, nor his ass, nor any thing that is thy neighbour’s.

yearn to possess or have (something).
“the president-elect covets time for exercise and fishing”
synonyms: desire, be consumed with desire for, crave, have one’s heart set on; want, wish for, long for, yearn for, dream of, aspire to, hanker for, hanker after, hunger after/for, thirst for, ache for, fancy, burn for, pant for
“people still coveted things which didn’t belong to them”

feeling or showing envy of someone or their achievements and advantages.
“he grew jealous of her success”
synonyms: envious, covetous, desirous; resentful, grudging, begrudging; jaundiced, bitter, malicious, spiteful; green with envy, green, green-eyed; greedy, selfish, acquisitive; formalemulous
“he was jealous of his brother’s popularity”
feeling or showing suspicion of someone’s unfaithfulness in a relationship.
“a jealous boyfriend”
synonyms: suspicious, distrustful, mistrustful, doubting, insecure, anxious; apprehensive of rivals, possessive, proprietorial, overprotective, clinging, controlling, dominating
“a jealous lover”
fiercely protective or vigilant of one’s rights or possessions.
“Howard is still a little jealous of his authority”
synonyms: protective, defensive, vigilant, watchful, heedful, mindful, careful, solicitous, attentive
“they are very jealous of their rights”

Gossip in the church

I’m about to step on some toes, and I apologize but at least I am not wearing heals. Ladies I tell you. On of the biggest turn off I see in church is the women who gossip. I use to be highly offended by it. “Did you see what sister so and so was wearing?”

NO!!! I didn’t! I was to busy praying. My eyes was closed!! I was worshiping the LORD, and when I wasn’t I was attentively listening to the pastor. I came to hear the WORD and praise the LORD not pass on a malicious words about someone else in the building.

I come to realize people gossip everywhere but I thought the churches were suppose to stand different then the world. But I learned people are people no matter where you go. BUT since church folks are suppose to be different it would be a lot easier to hear gossip and whispers if they said, “hey gather with us and pray! I am worried about their soul. Or lets stand in agreement that God will touch and change them.” or have you approached the one you talk about in a friendly manner and try to correct them? I never hear the sisters gossip about these things.

The tongue is a weapon and if you use it to talk about people. truly we can use the same tongue and say Lord forgive them of their sins, forgive me God. I am nobody to judge and if I stand perfect then God please help them too because God knows where I would be with out God’s healing and if you can change me God, truly there is hope for them.

But it seems many sisters who gossip can’t stand and do that because instead of look with in their own hearts they so busy pointing out faults in everyone else. Just words for spiritual growth. is any one interested in growing or we just going to continue standing around talking about everyone else?

Ephesians 4:29, Gossip is not good for my soul. it is not edifying to me. it doesn’t seem to very edifying for the person we whisper about either. Just words for some of us saints to consider! have a blessed day dear sisters! and if men gossip this message can apply to you also!

There are many who come to church. they are poor, they are broken, they might look one way one day and in the next year you will see complete change. Their clothes will change, their hearts will change. They will have a strong relationship with God. their fruits will blossom while some of the very same ones who sat and pointed and whispered will still be the exact same talking about the next one that comes in.

Joel 2:13, James 1:26, Proverbs 11:9, Proverbs 18:21, Psalm 141:3 God only you can tame the tongue. Give us new wisdom that will be edifying for your Kingdom God and let our lips always bring forth righteous fruit for you God, in Jesus name Amen!

On the day we sit with God and the Lord ask me. How many did you prevent from coming to my Kingdom with your lips, with your deeds, with your actions? I pray my answer be. Lord my tongue I used for your glory and honor how many did I bring to you God? and instead of God answer. God say welcome home My Daughter! for your lips always did speak righteous things!

and I will reply. Thank you God!! it is only by you I overcame. With your wisdom, with your understanding and with your strength to tame my tongue because the Lord does know it is not easy to always speak righteous things in a world full of evil. God if it was not for your Holy Spirit I would be lost and that is truth beloveds!

I pray many of us who sit in church perhaps do some bible studies on being good stewards! Just my advice! Spiritual growth for the House of God! Written in love Shalom!

Why wait?

So I saw this image on facebook and I share my response. Why wait beloveds?

If you prepare your hearts why wait beloveds? heaven can be found here in earth! if the Lord sets you free in the land of the LIVING indeed you have found the promised land!! let us not be like those who complained in the wilderness beloveds. let us not be like those who made stairs (towers) trying to reach heaven. Maybe perhaps nobody has been truly delivered. for God brought me out of the land of Egypt,. out of the land of sin and I tell you I CAN’T STOP DANCING AND PRAISING THE LORD! Why wait for heaven? Psalms 27:13-15, Revelation 21:1-7. REJOICE! the tabernacle of GOD is with men and truly the former things have passed a way and when you have been RENEWED and created into NEW by our Creator!

MY GOD THAT IS SOMETHING TO CELEBRATE HERE ON EARTH! For men can not praise GOD in their graves and since tomorrow is promised to no man, instead of look to heaven I pray we just celebrate with GOD daily! I am so happy with living with GOD here on earth truth be told heaven isn’t even a thought! THANK YOU JESUS FOR THE JOY YOU GAVE ME TODAY AND THE LAST FEW YEARS! For indeed I was not faint, but dead and man WITH GOD I FOUND A PEACE THAT SURPASSES ANYTHING ON THE PLANET! I want to live and SPREAD THE GOOD NEWS! and when I see heaven is when I see heaven, but until then let my lips continuously praise GOD!   How WONDERFUL IS THE LORD!!   men ought to pray so they DON’T faint, and the dead should pray for LIFE! Shalom!


A real warning

I write this this and some will laugh, others will think it a joke, some will say it is false, others will say GOD SPOKE TO ME THE SAME THING! and even worst there will be those who say there is no GOD. I been writing it for months and about 3 days before Christmas I wrote it again. God is separating the real from the fake dear people. I know not who is who. I just know it will happen.

God spoke it, I wrote it, it is happening. I said God is going to separate the real  from the fake because dear people we are in the last days, and these things were written to happen only many don’t speak full prophecy neither do they seek the LORD wholly.

I will not prophecy about anyone’s future, nor will I lay my hands on people, for I know many false prophets will rise and say by their hands you are healed, and they will give no glory to GOD. I myself am not them and I do know I would rather lift my hands to the ONE who made people. for the POWER of GOD is GREATER then men. Even if men don’t believe it, or understand my friends. Does not change the TRUTH. GOD is real.

the Holy Spirit which is GOD who came in the name of LIFE and I say Jesus because Jesus works fine. I pray so many people look past images, look past religion and work out our own salvation with fear and trembling. because so many have claimed Jesus and they have shamed and mocked GOD and truly this is a sad day for many, because they say words by their own lips and by the name of JESUS they have professed and proclaimed all kinds of things wicked.

They think GOD is a man, and they think they have this man all figured out. perhaps it is the false images that were created to lead man to believe GOD is man. GOD is not man. GOD is SPIRIT and invisible and nothing invisible has a sex dear people FOR IT IS INVISIBLE!

I pray I can say this in the clearest way possible in earth. For I am a simple woman and I sure don’t like when people try and twist my words. It’s like those who try and pervert the Gospel. So in plain English I have been writing, but honestly I don’t write English, I write a dirty broken version of the American langue which IS NOT ENGLISH!

God is the ONE who made LIFE, with out GOD there is no LIFE. The earth is GOD’s and all things in earth GOD created my friends but not everything in earth will see GOD, nor will GOD say GOD knew them because honestly there is a battle of GOOD and evil. Evil is death dear people. it can be called the devil, and sin also. hatred

I pray many look past names, look past religion and understand GOD is HOLY! There is no sin in GOD and to sit with GOD is to be cleanse free from sin. God gives you a NEW desire friends for GOD desires US TO LIVE! That has always been GOD’s desire my friends!

I pray many understand this simple wisdom. because honestly it is not time to say how long God will the wicked go unpunished? This season GOD speaks YOUR SINS I DO SEE! No man one earth should say it is GOD that causes us to sin. But instead it is GOD’s Holy Spirit that gives us strength to come out of sin beloveds! No man on earth should be looking for man perfected, for perfected men LOOK TO GOD! the perfect man all ready died for us my friends. His name is JESUS. I pray we all look towards perfection. God’s Spirit (Sword-WORD) gives us, who are reborn, a good sound mind to know what is RIGHT and what is wrong.

Sharpen your SWORDS dear people! the battle is real and it will come a time that anything NOT GOD will not stand! For indeed GOD IS GREATER THEN PEOPLE!

I pray many of us sit with JESUS and honestly go to Church. not everyone on earth who loves GOD is false. I would pray and ask GOD to lead me or spend my days with GOD. Draw near to GOD some type of way. Start praying, start reading your bible. No man on earth is going to be able to fake what happens in the next few decades and that is truth beloveds. Also many will fall because God did not come when they thought.

So many only found JESUS because you thought this was the end days. please don’t get discouraged if GOD does not come in people’s timing. if the devil knew the hour he would try and steal many souls. In fact he is right now. Why are you fearing beloveds? Why are you running to pastors? if you go to church on Sunday and have no relation with GOD Monday through Saturday. my friends you have a church service not a relationship with GOD. It is no wonder you have no understanding in FEAR NOT and TRUST! Please continue to go to church and seek the LORD through out the week. I mean how many hours is football games? how many hours do we sit and look at things not Godly? I am just keeping it real dear people. Your gods are who you spend your most time with and soon GOD will say to many. call on the gods you created to save you. GOD knows they will not, do you? Please start reading your bibles. 15 minutes a day is better then no means at all. Some Books in the bible are but a page long. Some Books of the bible can be read in less then 15 minutes, and that is the FULL Book! Like Jude, Jonas, Galatians, Ephesians Joel. 1 John, 2 John…plus quite a few more. Those were just some examples.

Just words to consider. because if I spoke the things that were coming. many would try and dissect it. others would steal pieces of it and only share the pleasing parts. other would take the fear and promote a message. and then others would sit and nit pick and judge every word I said. and honestly the things that are coming you can’t fake beloveds. it truly is time for us to seek God. and those who will, will and those who won’t, I pray God have mercy on their souls, in Jesus name Amen!

To some who see this. This message will be a HUGE blessing to them and to others it will be a curse and that is just what it is people. meaning they will either seek for God or they won’t. repent is a good word. I wrote this in love. Also. I am uncertain how much I am going to be around. Because honestly I am not a preacher and I like to try and do as I say, so this whole year I am totally devoting myself to me and God. What I mean to say is, even if I come around I am not coming around like a religion. I will however do my own bible studies on Tuesdays.

I tell people. I once was a non believer. Even though I seen God in my younger years, Even though I was raised in the Word. I was raised in the Word without knowing and truly my biggest crime I ever committed was staying ignorant to the Holy Bible. I do say this book because along time before I read it I heard the WORDs written in it. I wrote it before I read. so how is that possible dear people? and please don’t be mad at me if God didn’t lead me to any other book, any other prophet, it is just a truth of my life, God lead my to my BIBLE and truth be told I AM SO THANKFUL!

To those who come to God with a repented heart, God is going to help you. I say follow Jesus because without LOVE you won’t see GOD and that one WORD solves every puzzle, every question and every riddle. But don’t go naked, ADD TRUTH AND LOVE! and FOLLOW IT with a HOLY heart,

Seek the LORD wholly and HOLY GOD will create you! Matthew 6:33. By the Hands of GOD and GOD’s WORD it shall be accomplished! also honestly until we become whole in the LORD we walk around with a void in our hearts and spirits and we search for the missing pieces in all things wicked, that truly just do keep us down more.. it is a terrible pattern to be caught in. I know I lived it. I pray we all walk with God. life is never easy, no matter what road you travel, but I learn the road without GOD is the worst path to be on, it was that way in my life anyways. I ran from GOD thinking I would be miserable, obeying GOD. Then my own misery from running from GOD, brought me to true tears of sorrow, and I wept to GOD like a baby! I said I am sorry. BEST THING ON EARTH I EVER DID!

David had a repented heart, he lusted and murdered and some how still managed to receive God’s blessings. I pray many of us sit in Psalms a little bit and learn how to pray some righteous prayers of repentance beloveds. just my advice. It is also very wise to follow Jesus, get in your bible. pray and seek God’s face.

Dear God take away our stony hearts. give us a heart of flesh and give us your Holy Spirit. keep us protected and hidden in your wings. lead us to safety, Guide us dear God for it truly is dark out here, and many of us are alone in the wilderness. We have no comfort, we have no rest, no faith, we are orphans, we are fatherless, and motherless, we are widows, we are left wounded God,  GOD please take us in and teach us how to be Son’s and Daughters GOD in Jesus name, help us walk as MAN and WOMAN even!!! in Jesus name Amen!

Fakes verse real verses phonies. i need a word

I have no desire to sit as a leader. I have found so many can not wait to be a preacher or a teacher, and many want huge crowds. I don’t want either or any of these things. I truly do pray people find God and a real relationship with the Lord. I will not allow any to judge me. I have no desire to sit in the position where everyone looks at me and over looks them self. We all looking for that perfect pastor, that perfect person, that perfect religion. Dear people if such things existed it would make the very death of Jesus not only vain but not needed.

I will not allow any to judge me, although each day people judge. You want to call me false? God bless you! You want to lift me up? God bless you! You want to speak bad things about me? God bless you! No matter what any say or think about me it is not going to change my path or my message. I love God. This is not an act, it isn’t a show. and honestly I am not pretending for any. This is who I am daily. and regardless of what people say, God has called me My Child since I was a kid and still until this day, even before I was born!

Sit and speak truth, tell people to read your bible then here comes this crowd (I call them devils)and they sit and watch and wait for any error, then they say. I am exposing them! and they think they did such an amazing thing. if you put the mirror in front of your own face how do you have time to follow people and sit and wait for every imperfection in them?

I know the things that are coming. it seems I am one of the few rare people that actually have had visions of what is to come. I sat and watched many and I seem to notice not many with my speech and honestly I have no problem at all sitting alone with God. Actually there is no other place I would rather be.

I would rather have people follow God then follow me. I am not perfect, what if I make error? I think it better to point all to Jesus. if you feel you must judge me then do so, but honestly my prayer this season. Lord help me not see ANYONE but you God! and I am going to be selfish and greedy with this prayer because honestly. if the Lord returns I want to make sure I am sitting guiltless and blameless before the Lord, and if that makes me the bad guy for being that way? then ok!! I will be that person and many things the world hates, GOD LOVES!

I make so many mistakes in my speech, in the things I write. if God is able to use it, that is a miracle with in itself. and I believe that is truth! Just tired. Most of those who say they are called to preach the Gospel, it seems what that really means is I will call everyone false but me. a new teaching I seem to see everywhere, and honestly in my heart, I say they are all false for my bible reads JESUS is the ONLY way, not a religion, not a tradition, not a pastor, not a person, not a woman and truly not me, ONLY JESUS!

Also please. YOU DON’T NEED ANYONE PROPHESYING OVER YOUR LIFE! if you sit with JESUS you would start to hear the Voice of JESUS! TRUTH BELOVEDS!! Just gets tiring of seeing people say, I need a word they say, and instead of picking up the Word. they say pastor give me the word. Which in my mind I am like that is crazy as hell. Why would you go to a pastor for something that is already written in a BOOK? You want a WORD from God, but won’t pick up the WORD of GOD? I truly do think we are in a lost generation, because honestly that stuff doesn’t even sound logical to me, and I am not suppose to be that smart.

You want a word from God? So how many words to God have you spoken to God? when is the last time you read your bible? I pray God give a new generation of people a strong desire to seek the LORD directly. Not through a pastor, nor a preacher, BUT THROUGH JESUS! For the bible is only hard to understand when you don’t read it often, and now with the way they made some of these new bibles so simple to understand, truly no more excuse to not feed yourself dear people! Actually plenty of excuses, JUST NO REASONS!

I pray God help many of us over come the spirit of laziness. for if God gave it to ONE, GOD will give it to ANY WHO SEEK DILIGENTLY MY FRIENDS! although some people are truly chosen by GOD and in order for you get where they are. You might just have to jump through fire. This world is a test dear people and your approach is your outcome. if you barely seeking the LORD, no wonder why you going to a man to hear a word. not every man who speaks is giving a Godly word dear people, and until you stop being lazy and work out your own salvation with fear and trembling, then those luke warm messages you will keep receiving. and this is truth I do pray many receive in Jesus name Amen!