Monsters are real

So I did a video, which I will share, but it was a bad video honestly. I had a few emotions, I was lead to some random video which is so odd, because honestly I am always suggested usually bible scriptures or messages about God, as I spoke about it in this video. Again that video was not that good. i just made reference to it because honestly the night before I made that, youtube suggested me this video. and it made me mad.

People say God loves us all and NO GOD DOES NOT LOVE ALL! For not everyone in this world is God’s There are monsters. and many monsters are being given power to grow because nobody talks about it. churches hardly even speak on sin any more, and everyone else keeps topics like this in the closet. We don’t want to speak on it. As I said in the video I made I think we need to speak to our kids. A little more knowledge being spoken COULD NOT HURT! And again the next few days I will really be going into great details about the results of sin and this is the time where people can leave, because most the time people don’t want to hear these things. We want to be encouraged. we want to act like these things don’t exist. and when you speak truth they vanish. and honestly I don’t mind.

Say a kind word,  and honestly this is why I can’t be like everyone else. So many want to pretend this stuff does not exist and that is why it is being able to grow rapidly because nobody is approaching it. Let’s all just close our eyes and act like it doesn’t happen. I may not be able to stop monsters but God give me strength to be bold and call these monsters out in Jesus name Amen!

Monsters exist in the world and so many put their babies in bikini’s, flaunt them, paint them with make up and share it for the whole world. People THERE ARE MONSTERS IN THE WORLD! Consider such things!

Sex Alert

I am sharing this video because I think tomorrow and maybe the next few days I will go into some of my series I do every so often. I believe God created man and woman for each other. I believe we are broken because we disobey God. I once did a video that was all over the place and that was a few months ago.  I pray I can put another out there better worded then the first. But beyond porn, I really pray God bring us back to marriages. So many different speeches I can give about sex, about porn, about children being molested. babies being raped. and not hardly want to talk about it and that is sad because it happens to wayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy more then many think.  So for the next few days I am going to dedicate my page to sex education, to modest dressing why we should, to teaching your kids some things about predators. and honestly not all parents know these things and I pray God lead a generation that will listen.

I believe with my whole heart God tells us not to sin for LIFE to us and I said a few weeks back I was going to speak of sin and the repercussions and for the next few days we are going to discuss such things. But sorry it will not all be about sex, but I am going to speak about the things most churches won’t touch and I pray it bless people and help us make better choices because honestly everyone just walking around doing what we want isn’t working out for us that well. The evidence is all around us in the world.

If any have time to watch this. it was 52 minutes long, and truthfully I think it is one of the best things I have watched for awhile now. I salute this woman. Also for those who thinking watching porn is innocent. It really isn’t and I pray some people consider our actions.  I truly pray this video kills lust and help many of us just consider some of our actions. Oh God puts all these laws on us they say. Man thank GOD FOR THAT! Thank God for loving us! God knew Adam and Eve.

God knew that it was good for one man and woman to be together as God created such things. God did know the best for people. Only the people knew not God. and honestly Poor Rachael and Leah always fighting over Jacob’s attention. I myself believe it was God’s designs and intention for one man and one woman to be together UNTIL DEATH DO THEY PART!  Only men changed God when they follow their heart. Those are my beliefs. I will speak more on such things tomorrow to any who want to listen! God help many of us overcome sexual addictions and let us flee sexual immorality, and fornication.

from broken families, to broken people, to broken thinking we broke God’s covenant and wonder why we are broken. I am going to speak truth and wisdom on this topic. Coming tomorrow and the next few days. Shalom dear people!

Do you like you?

So a couple years back on facebook I was giving what i considered motivational messages and as I was doing this, This song flashed through my news feed.  It is not God music but just think that is so amazing how right on time it was for the things I was writing and speaking. Self esteem is a terrible thing if you have none.

 You can change your looks. You can put on ten pounds of make up. own all the best clothes money can purchase, and if you don’t like you NONE OF IT MATTERS!  I noticed as I started sitting with Jesus. the more I changed the more I loved myself. Without make up, without designer clothes. I can truly say I love me and that is one of the best things in my life God gave to me!!!

Beauty fades. clothes can not change age. Sicknesses come. Life happens. material things are only temporal.  if you are not happy with your outwardly appearances, i pray God clean up your innards and create you into something you can fall in love with.   One thing David spoke is I will lay me down to sleep in REST! Psalm 4:8. When Jesus changes your heart you fall in love with your self. Jesus changes our innards my friends and that is TRUE BEAUTY at it’s finest!! Food for thought dear people! I think the words in this song are pretty powerful. Even though it never mentions God. i believe this is something God would sing to us.

I know when I had no self esteem God lead me to compliment myself, Best thing in life I ever did and I had to look really deep to be able to do such things. and if you love nothing about yourself. I pray God fill you with a new heart you can fall in love with. So much love it is enough for you to believe in yourself. Take your make up off. Take your clothes off. Naked you came into the world. The LORD sees our hearts, and if our hearts are not beautiful LORD create with in us new hearts fashioned after you GOD in Jesus name Amen! have a blessed day dear people! Do you like you?

Forgiveness part 2

I don’t want to forgive anybody. Why would I? Look what they have done? and while you’re at it, look what you are doing to you. I am not different from many. When you live in the past. it sometimes hurts. if bad things happened to you twenty years ago. let it go my friends. You can’t keep drinking looking for happiness. those people are gone. and if they are not 20 years makes you an adult. Time to put them grown up pants on and understand if you don’t forgive that stuff will kill you. There is no future when you are standing in twenty years ago my friends. Whether if it be less then that, or more.


Until you say it is done. That is over.  You will just keep reliving it.  many people make bad decisions and self destruct because of the things done to us. Why I say follow Jesus? I noticed in my life. the more I sat with God. The happier I got. The more I listened and stopped doing the things God told us not to do. The better my life became.


In my heart I would speak about God 24-7 even though I do with my lips too, because honestly as low, as I was and as great as I am now, If people could see, and feel, and experience such things I think they would all choose God!  We all say we know what is in the bible. But how many truly go read it?


If you open the bible to say there is no God you will probably never see God. but if you open it with could this be possible or I believe, you will see mighty things my friends.  not many proud, not many noble, not many just people will ever find God. For most of those have all ready exalted self as gods.


I had many people say to me. You are weak for believing in God. I say my friends it is my weakness that made me believe God! For in my weakness  I called to God and by God I was made strong!  So yes I confess I am weak.

I believe one of the beginning steps in finding God is asking for forgiveness. For telling God you forgive or even saying God I don’t know how.  Then I say God help me stop lying and this one going to hurt a little bit. but if you have to lie about it. probably should not be doing it.

May the broken be made whole. Matthew Chapter 5 is truly a priceless chapter! I pray this bless the listener! Shalom dear people! You can find part 1 here

My testimony. Suicide part 1

Ok so this started off as one video and went into something else. This is part one of three. I pray whoever sees this come back and watch them all. They will all be added sometime today. Although I label these stories. they are not stories. This is my life. Whether you believe or not it is true. and I speak them praying they help someone out there like the former me. I am not speaking them for perfect people. I am speaking to a broken generation. people like the former me and I pray these true confessions help someone like the former me. God there are many people out there like me. please God let these videos land on their lap and draw them into you Kingdom. for your glory, and honor and for LIFE unto them. I believe God if you can change someone like me I truly believe you can change any. Hear my prayers God in Jesus name Amen!

How long will you be tired?

I watched a lot of people in my life. We all get tired. I watched many people tired of things for many years and even me. I am guilty of such things. This is why I am speaking on it. So many times I watched people in the same problems ten years. Complaining does not solve anything. in fact it seems it adds unto a bitter spirit. Just an observation I have made in my life.

A lot of times in my life I could not relate to people because they try and offer advice on things they never been through. and I do not pretend to go through all things. but I know I have lived through a lot. A lot of things were from things I did to my self and others were from things people done to me.

It does not matter what was done to you. I know in the Word Jesus speaks of forgiveness. in my life nothing ever happened until I forgave. Then after you forgive time to move on. Or consider your life. Unless people get tired. and I mean really tired. Change hardly happens. not hardly any rise and get things done.

the art of journaling. The beauty of hobbies. The genuine good feeling you receive from accomplishing things. Sit down and grab a pen. Write the things in your life you enjoy. write the things you can’t stand.

Examine your self. this is the part where I had to pray. I had to seek God. I did not have a plan. God I need your help. A lot of people have stinking thinking. We make excuses. We lean on laziness. We justify the things we do. We wait around for the next guy. We use our life to get sympathy. We use our hard times to self destruct. We want everyone’s pity. But man seriously like so many in the world have your problems or worst. This is true for almost everyone. We can all find some one worst then us. So many live like they want to die.

That’s fine but what if you live? What if life changes? Can life change? What if you changed your thinking? So many motivational speakers. so many self helps. and I honestly use to laugh at them folks. I am not strong. I am weak. I am barely standing on two feet. “You don’t know my life” They say. But I do.

The streets are rough. Times are hard. You don’t know my life. I had to do it, they made me. Look what they did to me. I just want to erase the guilt. I want to make all the pain go away. What ever we say to ease our minds into submission of our vices, our evil, our wickedness. our sins, our flesh.

I prayed to God for help. One by one God started healing me. Changing me. Somethings took time. Others did not happen over night. The more I sat with God the more I grew in life. I am so glad I am weak I said to those motivational speakers. Because when I had the I can mentality. It was not working well for me. I found being weak is way better then being strong. being weak, being broken, being a cry baby to God restored my life! Restored my mind!

Dear God please restore the faith to us people again. Shine your face upon a great multitude of people. a new generation and even some of the old. let them find restoration. let them find grace. let them find healing. Speak life unto them God. deliver us people. Give us strength to walk away from our temptations to not be afraid to stand up and give us a new day God.

I pray for all the ones who know you not and even those who do. Build up Your Nation GOD! Restore us to Your People God in Jesus name Amen! I love you guys! The best Motivational Speaker on planet earth is JESUS!

I don’t know about anyone else. I am not dead. and I am not where I want to be yet. But each day I am alive. God I thank you for moving forward. I thank you for waking me today. I thank you for another opportunity to go forward. Then I pray for strength and a whole bunch of other things. I suggest many get a prayer life. That is what made me believe. Soooo many stories of people praying in the bible. I just think it really good advice to read some of the stories. see how they prayed. and perhaps pray as they prayed. just what I consider good advice.

Whether or not you believe as me. I do know this to be true; You can’t go east walking west. Not walking in a straight path unless moving in a circle. either way, a different path leads to another direction. Food for thought! Shalom!