the real superwoman!

I am the real superwoman! ❤ The other day I said I will read my bible daily live for one or two months whether any join me or not. I 100% meant that. years ago I use to beg people to read the bible with me. I wanted someone to read the bible with me. For half a second I had it, then when I got use to it. it was not there anymore. I started to see my whole life when I needed people the most I ended up all alone and thank God for this because it is what lead me to call on Jesus. I am to the point in my life. I don't care if any are with me. I don't care who joins me. I will get it done!

I am losing weight and because of such i joined a few fitness groups. and even in fitness as the same many say about churches. they say get yourself an accountability partner. and this was my reply. and it applies to both the churches and the fitness.

Thank you for the words and i think they are true but sometimes in life if you want things bad enough you just have to do it whether or not you have an accountability partner. what happens if you get use to support then for whatever reason it is gone? will you quit when nobody is around to support you? I am taking my exercising the same way I have my whole life. most of the times when I needed people the most they weren't there. and when I did try and reach out as soon as i got comfortable with the help. it disappeared. I now realize I am the only true one to myself so whether any is with me or not I won''t stop! My mind is made up!

Accountability partners can be a good thing,, but what happens if they aren't there, will you quit because you don't have help anymore? Do you only read your bible when others are around? I myself don't need or want an accountability partner. I will get it done and if any want to join me lets do it! Other then that you can eat my dust, because with or without you I will get it done! My mentality! and truth be told thank you Jesus for all them times men and women stranded me! it made me so strong I truly don't need anyone! I am thankful for every person God places in my life, but with or without you I will continue and that is just truth! My strength is not in people it comes from Jesus and what God gives no man takes away! and that is truth! have a blessed day! #RandomThought and how i feel! Shalom dear ones!

Rewards with no work..Huh?

Most of my life I was fit. I was active. I got depressed I gained over 100 pounds. i was morbidly obese. I lost it all through diet and exercise. I kept it off for almost 6 years. then I got tired. i said this doesn’t have to be a lifestyle my whole life does it? So I stopped. Over about a year and a half I put on 60 pounds. I started in 2017 around October to diet and exercise again. by march 2018 I only had about 20 more pounds to lose and I was back to my weight before I stopped exercising! yay!
 
But then I almost died. and it took me almost 2 months to heal. and I couldn’t exercise. and when I could i just lost my motivation. well again about October in 2018 I started back up exercising and as long as I live I now understand this must be a lifestyle I maintain my whole life.
 
I fully confess this time I do not know my weight. i don’t want to. i just told my self I will exercise religiously and eat right and in four months or so i will weigh my self. I am not thinking about numbers because I know as long as I do it, I will lose it. i say this because one day I will share all the updates and progress but until then i just write this as part of my testimony.
 
Life is hard. if you quit you won’t see change. i never believed in a diet pill. you want to lose weight, EXERCISE! Diets take months to see change and the minute you stop only takes a second to gain it back. the only true life style change is to do that. Change your eating habits. make time for exercise. and much the same way we lose weight, that same mentally needs to be in our walk with God. if you sit with God daily you will see results beloved. anyways I am a firm believer in that! have a blessed day beloveds!
 
we all want riches without working. weight lost without exercising. blessings from God without repenting and honestly that kind of thinking is insanity. I am just keeping it real. i pray this message give people something to consider. if you are tired of your life. change the things you are doing beloveds and that is my advice. I pray it blesses someone today in Jesus name Amen! Shalom dear ones!

transition

I write this because many can’t seem to comprehend. How can you love Jesus and not be a Christian? and what religion are you? and they try and throw you in a label. but the problem becomes is I don’t fit your labels because I don’t believe in all the doctrine the world teaches nor do I line up to any religion or any Christian in fact. because so many Christians were taught by other Christians when I have been taught by God. So how should I sound like them? and then the minute you don’t sound- talk and act like them, then you are a devil they say. Christian is a new word that wasn’t spoke before. it was I am a Catholic. I am a Baptist. I am a Pentecostal and all the other 99 thousand religions. I don’t feel like I heard the word Christian, only with in the last decade.

So after years of saying over and over I am not a Christian I had to stop it because at first many came to me in hate because they told me I was suppose to act a certain way insisting I was Christian because I spoke Jesus , and then others called me a Christian because my deeds were good and it was not in hate but love. But even when they said I love you I still said sorry I am not a Christian, I am just Michelle, and honestly I started feeling like I was the devil. because  I am not trying to deny Christ in anyway!! I love Jesus with all my heart. I am just not a Christian I knew God before I knew the Christian label. and there is nothing people can say to me to make me take it. I heard so many explanations of what is the meaning of Christian and honestly I say again why as soon as you say I love Jesus do I have to be Christian? why do I have to be a religion at all to speak God? to love God?

So for years I would say I was a child of God (too many religions attached to that label-wow) but boy that wasn’t right either, so I said God what should I call myself since they insist on giving me a label? because honestly I don’t like labels like saint, or angel, apostle, prophetess or godly, because I say who am I that I should be lifted up?

I am not against religion, I am not against Christians, or laws, or leaders, or elders, or governments, or anything for honestly all of it works for God. and that is just truth beloveds. and I am far from a baby in Christ. God has never called me my Christian. God has called me my child since I was a kid and honestly I think I will keep that label but instead of calling me a Christian you can call me a Transition. because God never wanted us to stay babies in Christ. if people even became followers, perhaps then they would see God calls them to be Children and even Children grow up and then they are called Man and Woman beloveds, but some people so luke warm they been wearing pampers for years in their walk with God and it is time for us to put our big people pants on and start being grown up.

I thank God for people who pass out those luke warm watered down sugar gospels, but like a good adult I am going to teach you to eat vegetables and the things that taste bitter, but man they sure are healthy to the body! if you guys want them sugared down candy coated doctrines then so be it. but let me tell you high intakes of sugar has been known to cause diabetes and all types of terrible things. and that is truth beloveds. around here we like to eat good solid food. and sorry Christianity is full of watered down doctrines! with the love love only read one side of the bible say a kind word to everyone and off to go die in your sins. and that is a lot of today’s Christianity.   We can fight about end time theories, talk about raptures, but ohhh don’t call any out of sin we might offend them. another Christian message. A lot of offended people sitting in hell right now. So how are people getting raptured when they all still sinning? How they getting out of sin when all people just speaking of is heaven? who is going to heaven while they sin?

Some may like their pie cold but I like mine hot and steamy and even if you like cold pie, how good is leftover cold meat? Does it come a time when you want anything served hot and fresh? let’s make transitions from baby Christians to adults who listen!  God is only going to call one people His beloveds and those are the Children who obey!  Disobedience is punished.  So please feel free to call your self what ever you want to be but if you are not sitting at the Lord’s feet and obeying it is all just vanity friends!  not a Christian but a transition!  Shalom dear ones!

for those who don’t get it. I am not a religion or a label but a woman who loves the Lord with her whole heart mind and soul and truth be told I LOVE MY BIBLE WHOLE! and WHOLLY I WILL SERVE THE LORD! ❤ No matter what your faith is I pray many find Jesus and if you are a Christian then be a Christian friend! In the meanwhile I pray I speak a message that draw many out of sin and right in to the arms of Jesus! Then we can celebrate with GOD yay! #GoTeamJesus! #TeamTransition! Not  Christian but a Transition! which truly is what being a real Christian should be. the old person is gone and the new has become. a new being we are shaped into! We do not continue in sin. if we are born again beloveds indeed there is a transition friends and that is real! I pray these words bless the reader! have a blessed day beloveds! Colossians 3. 

tran·si·tion
/tranˈziSH(ə)n,tranˈsiSH(ə)n/Submit
noun
1.
the process or a period of changing from one state or condition to another.
“students in transition from one program to another”
synonyms: change, move, passage, transformation, conversion, adaptation, adjustment, alteration, changeover, metamorphosis; shift, switch, jump, leap, progression, progress, gradation, development, evolution; transfiguration, flux, mutation, transmutation, vicissitude
“the transition from school to work”
verb
1.
undergo or cause to undergo a process or period of transition.
“the network ought to be built by the federal government and then transitioned into private industry”

It’s hard being a newbie Christian

man God is so awesome! i totally love this post! That’s what I’m talking about!

Bri's Corner

In my previous post, I talked about how I grew up in a catholic home. I mentioned how difficult it was to make the transition to Christianity. Over the past few days since I started this blog, a thought has kept creeping up in my mind. “Being a newbie Christian is tough”. I began blogging with the intention of sharing my walk with Christ. I believe it is important to let others like me, know that they aren’t alone in freshly starting off their walk with Jesus. I say this because I know how terrifying it can seem when you look around at so many other Christians that have probably been in ministry for years. They seem so well put together. It’s intimidating and it can make one feel like we won’t ever know as much as them. But I’m here to tell anyone that might, or is currently experiencing…

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Practice makes perfect

I don’t think I will ever be perfect. I am so thankful God lead me to read my Word. because before I read, God told me to speak, and I was like Moses. I said God but there are many more studied then I, Many who can speak better. I can not go. and the Lord spoke I will give you the words to say, and so I went and did as the Lord spoke. and God was with me and so I did, and shortly after someone hand delivered me a message “Moses couldn’t speak well” I said He couldn’t? They said no. many times Aaron spoke for Moses. I didn’t know that then.

Either why in order to get over my fear. I think I will go live tomorrow also. I have a message all ready and so we shall see. I do believe practice makes perfect but in my case. practice will make me better, for I don’t think I will ever be perfect, but since I spoke about Moses. Tomorrow’s live will be about our wilderness. God bless everyone God brings to see this and bless the one’s who watched my video! You might need extra prayer to be able to sit through it but prayerfully I will get better soon. also as I believe I stated earlier I will be purchasing a new camera soon. But until then I will use what I currently own. Have a blessed day everyone and thank all those who sat and watched the video and I pray it blesses some, in some kind of way! have a wonderful day dear people! ❤ I love you guys! God's love is greater then mine!

Live Bible Study-oh boy

So hind sight is a blessing. 😀 😀 I had a bible study all lined up and a bunch of scriptures and it all made sense.  I don’t like being on camera. For almost 30 years I hid from cameras. a couple years ago i started recording and it took me awhile to get over this nervous feeling. I made so many errors. Well I got to the point I felt comfortable enough, and I started noticing I made less and less mistakes through my recordings. thank God for growth. But lately it takes so much time to record, then upload and publish and many friends been saying go live. So i said ok.

Well my bible study was all prepared on Monday and i couldn’t wait to broadcast it. in fact I was going to record it early and just release it on Tuesday but I did not. So yesterday i looked into going live. and set things up. and did a few test videos. and it was noon. I published about that all ready in this post, Moving Forward!

Well it did not happen yesterday so I came on and read the bible for fifteen minutes and that made me extremely nervous but that was kind of easy as I was just reading the bible. So I did those fifteen minutes, then I tried to go live and do my bible study. Well….I already had butterflies in my stomach from doing the bible reading live. I went to try and do my bible study live three times. Either way I was so nervous I did not present the bible study I had originally lined up but I do pray this video help someone. the beginning is quite comical because you will see I do tell on myself. but even through it all I pray God let it help someone in Jesus name Amen!

I do not have the best camera and have been thankful to use what I have. But youtube live did not like my cell camera as much as facebook live did, so I will probably sometime soon invest in a better camera. until then I pray we can look past the fuzzy image and God open up our ears to hearing in Jesus name Amen!  I am going to share this but honestly please keep in mind everything I just wrote.  I am trusting God that as I continue to make these videos I will grow in them as I did my writing and the videos I was recording.  I use to not even type full sentences, Nor write full words. or even capitalize God. and I don’t claim to speak or write proper English but seriously if you guys saw what I wrote ten years ago compared to now. You would know the mighty work God has done in me, just for it all to come out this bad. :D.

God bless everyone! Again I just pray through all this mess it blesses someone today in Jesus name Amen! I am not trying to be a rock star I just believe in God and the power of God, so I keep going praying God lead even one that can understand me in Jesus name Amen! because God does rejoice in heaven for even one sinner that repents, and God even if I am that one I will do this for myself. 😀 have a blessed day beloveds!