Know the devil’s voice

I did this video and it is a normal conversation i pray help many out there learn the devil’s voice so that way it can strengthen walk. This message was not to the holy but to people who really are struggling with sin and to any who have facebook. I did make a part 2 of this which probably will help baby Christians. I pray these help many come to understanding the battle is real and this be a great help mate to help you know the devil’s voice. Part two can be found on facebook, and honestly I will probably be getting a new camera soon so forgive the blurry image and listen to the words instead! I do truly pray this bless many in Jesus name Amen!

Not in vain!

Jesus didn’t die in vain people and in vanity would be to say now we found grace let us continue in sin, instead of finish the race. i pray we do not disgrace Jesus. for indeed to stay in our sin is to make a mockery of the very death of Jesus dear people, and that is truth. No man can enter heaven without being born again and when one is born again the evidence is in their life dear people. as it is GOD who gives them new birth. the former things pass away and GOD creates us in to Children.


If there be any backslider that reads this. let us run to GOD so the LORD can give us new skin. let us not be like Adam and Eve who when they sinned hide them self from GOD. All have sinned and fallen short! so it is time for us to say GOD I am sorry and understand today is a new day, a new chance to be made new in GOD! Food for thought and our souls! love you guys! render your hearts to the LORD!

the real superwoman!

I am the real superwoman! ❤ The other day I said I will read my bible daily live for one or two months whether any join me or not. I 100% meant that. years ago I use to beg people to read the bible with me. I wanted someone to read the bible with me. For half a second I had it, then when I got use to it. it was not there anymore. I started to see my whole life when I needed people the most I ended up all alone and thank God for this because it is what lead me to call on Jesus. I am to the point in my life. I don't care if any are with me. I don't care who joins me. I will get it done!

I am losing weight and because of such i joined a few fitness groups. and even in fitness as the same many say about churches. they say get yourself an accountability partner. and this was my reply. and it applies to both the churches and the fitness.

Thank you for the words and i think they are true but sometimes in life if you want things bad enough you just have to do it whether or not you have an accountability partner. what happens if you get use to support then for whatever reason it is gone? will you quit when nobody is around to support you? I am taking my exercising the same way I have my whole life. most of the times when I needed people the most they weren't there. and when I did try and reach out as soon as i got comfortable with the help. it disappeared. I now realize I am the only true one to myself so whether any is with me or not I won''t stop! My mind is made up!

Accountability partners can be a good thing,, but what happens if they aren't there, will you quit because you don't have help anymore? Do you only read your bible when others are around? I myself don't need or want an accountability partner. I will get it done and if any want to join me lets do it! Other then that you can eat my dust, because with or without you I will get it done! My mentality! and truth be told thank you Jesus for all them times men and women stranded me! it made me so strong I truly don't need anyone! I am thankful for every person God places in my life, but with or without you I will continue and that is just truth! My strength is not in people it comes from Jesus and what God gives no man takes away! and that is truth! have a blessed day! #RandomThought and how i feel! Shalom dear ones!

Practice makes perfect

I don’t think I will ever be perfect. I am so thankful God lead me to read my Word. because before I read, God told me to speak, and I was like Moses. I said God but there are many more studied then I, Many who can speak better. I can not go. and the Lord spoke I will give you the words to say, and so I went and did as the Lord spoke. and God was with me and so I did, and shortly after someone hand delivered me a message “Moses couldn’t speak well” I said He couldn’t? They said no. many times Aaron spoke for Moses. I didn’t know that then.

Either why in order to get over my fear. I think I will go live tomorrow also. I have a message all ready and so we shall see. I do believe practice makes perfect but in my case. practice will make me better, for I don’t think I will ever be perfect, but since I spoke about Moses. Tomorrow’s live will be about our wilderness. God bless everyone God brings to see this and bless the one’s who watched my video! You might need extra prayer to be able to sit through it but prayerfully I will get better soon. also as I believe I stated earlier I will be purchasing a new camera soon. But until then I will use what I currently own. Have a blessed day everyone and thank all those who sat and watched the video and I pray it blesses some, in some kind of way! have a wonderful day dear people! ❤ I love you guys! God's love is greater then mine!

Live Bible Study-oh boy

So hind sight is a blessing. 😀 😀 I had a bible study all lined up and a bunch of scriptures and it all made sense.  I don’t like being on camera. For almost 30 years I hid from cameras. a couple years ago i started recording and it took me awhile to get over this nervous feeling. I made so many errors. Well I got to the point I felt comfortable enough, and I started noticing I made less and less mistakes through my recordings. thank God for growth. But lately it takes so much time to record, then upload and publish and many friends been saying go live. So i said ok.

Well my bible study was all prepared on Monday and i couldn’t wait to broadcast it. in fact I was going to record it early and just release it on Tuesday but I did not. So yesterday i looked into going live. and set things up. and did a few test videos. and it was noon. I published about that all ready in this post, Moving Forward!

Well it did not happen yesterday so I came on and read the bible for fifteen minutes and that made me extremely nervous but that was kind of easy as I was just reading the bible. So I did those fifteen minutes, then I tried to go live and do my bible study. Well….I already had butterflies in my stomach from doing the bible reading live. I went to try and do my bible study live three times. Either way I was so nervous I did not present the bible study I had originally lined up but I do pray this video help someone. the beginning is quite comical because you will see I do tell on myself. but even through it all I pray God let it help someone in Jesus name Amen!

I do not have the best camera and have been thankful to use what I have. But youtube live did not like my cell camera as much as facebook live did, so I will probably sometime soon invest in a better camera. until then I pray we can look past the fuzzy image and God open up our ears to hearing in Jesus name Amen!  I am going to share this but honestly please keep in mind everything I just wrote.  I am trusting God that as I continue to make these videos I will grow in them as I did my writing and the videos I was recording.  I use to not even type full sentences, Nor write full words. or even capitalize God. and I don’t claim to speak or write proper English but seriously if you guys saw what I wrote ten years ago compared to now. You would know the mighty work God has done in me, just for it all to come out this bad. :D.

God bless everyone! Again I just pray through all this mess it blesses someone today in Jesus name Amen! I am not trying to be a rock star I just believe in God and the power of God, so I keep going praying God lead even one that can understand me in Jesus name Amen! because God does rejoice in heaven for even one sinner that repents, and God even if I am that one I will do this for myself. 😀 have a blessed day beloveds!


around Christmas I challenged people to read their bible for 15 minutes a day for a month or two. For the next month or two. I pray everyday around noon. (I am trying to stick to the same time-hopefully I can) But for the next month or two everyday at noon I will come on and read the Word for 15 minutes. it is going to be real hard for me to stop at 15 minutes. But I like to lead by example so to any who are doing the challenge feel free to join me. I will be going live from my group! Even if people don’t join me the recording will be available to view later and regardless of who shows up. Your attendance is not going to effect my actions. have a blessed day dear people! I use to want people to read the bible with me. I thought it was a blessing. I still do but many don’t want to read their Word. But if any like the former me are out there perhaps knowing someone else is reading will encourage you to read to! I know it would of been a great help to me in my hour when i was trying to go forward so i pray this be a help to any! have a blessed day beloveds! Please feel free to read Christmas Challenge if you know not what I am talking about you can read about it here. and the readings will be live from my facebook group. Bless those who come and those who don’t. have a blessed day dear people!

Relationship truth

Beloveds. this message is going to hurt some feelings but I am going to give you a biblical aspect of why your prayers for your “boyfriends, girlfriends” aren’t being heard. Now to those who don’t want to hear about God this is where you should exit now. Some of us who believe in God are sitting in relationships and are fornicating and then we see no error in our ways and we even pray God fix my other half. look at what they are doing we say. make them answer to their wrong doings. Trying to fix every imperfection in their boyfriend/girlfriend when you not even sitting right with God.

Sex was suppose to be saved for marriage between husband and wife. that is a blessed union created by God. Then many of us sit and fornicate and we want the blessings from God in our unholy relationships. Beloved these things ought not be. I pray you stop sinning. leave the one you sin with. Confess if you want, that you have no more desires to sin. Then sit with God. work out all your imperfections (own salvation) and then when you are perfected you can pray God fix your other half and if it be God’s will to bring you back together, IN GOD’S TIMING FRIENDS! and in a clean holy union.

It is 2019 and I am going to be honest. It is time for many of us to come clean and confess our sins to God. Ask God to help us stand blameless so some of our prayers can be answered. God isn’t going to bless your mess dear people. and I am sorry for those who don’t know God is holy, and God has laws that are to be honored. We can’t be asking for blessings when we are cursed by our very own sin.

I know from my own life my prayers were hindered when I was doing wicked. and so many cry and hurt and even get bitter because God isn’t hearing their prayers. but my friends your prayers don’t line up to God’s will. and God isn’t going to come against God beloveds.

I pray many of us discover the reason we should put the Word in us. When you equip yourself with the Word you can see God has laws for our own protection and many of you are not covered by God’s protection because we are running around naked. not clothed. just naked in our sin with no shame we come to God asking for blessings when we are unworthy. not even willing nor wanting to come out of our sin. just bless us God while we sin. How foolish that does sound.

Jesus died for our sins while we were yet unworthy my friends but Jesus didn’t die in vain, nor say continue in sin, or ask for things in my name that aren’t right by God. it says ask in my name and if it is in the will of God it shall be given. dear friends praying for your fornicating relationship is without a doubt not in the will of God. I pray these words help people this year even if they are not the words they want to hear, I pray they be the words they need to see so they can break the yoke of sin in their life, then perhaps some of our prayers will be answered and we can delight in the goodness of the Lord.
This was just written for spiritual growth for any who are able to receive it! have a blessed day beloveds!