So hind sight is a blessing. 😀 😀 I had a bible study all lined up and a bunch of scriptures and it all made sense. I don’t like being on camera. For almost 30 years I hid from cameras. a couple years ago i started recording and it took me awhile to get over this nervous feeling. I made so many errors. Well I got to the point I felt comfortable enough, and I started noticing I made less and less mistakes through my recordings. thank God for growth. But lately it takes so much time to record, then upload and publish and many friends been saying go live. So i said ok.
Well my bible study was all prepared on Monday and i couldn’t wait to broadcast it. in fact I was going to record it early and just release it on Tuesday but I did not. So yesterday i looked into going live. and set things up. and did a few test videos. and it was noon. I published about that all ready in this post, Moving Forward!
Well it did not happen yesterday so I came on and read the bible for fifteen minutes and that made me extremely nervous but that was kind of easy as I was just reading the bible. So I did those fifteen minutes, then I tried to go live and do my bible study. Well….I already had butterflies in my stomach from doing the bible reading live. I went to try and do my bible study live three times. Either way I was so nervous I did not present the bible study I had originally lined up but I do pray this video help someone. the beginning is quite comical because you will see I do tell on myself. but even through it all I pray God let it help someone in Jesus name Amen!
I do not have the best camera and have been thankful to use what I have. But youtube live did not like my cell camera as much as facebook live did, so I will probably sometime soon invest in a better camera. until then I pray we can look past the fuzzy image and God open up our ears to hearing in Jesus name Amen! I am going to share this but honestly please keep in mind everything I just wrote. I am trusting God that as I continue to make these videos I will grow in them as I did my writing and the videos I was recording. I use to not even type full sentences, Nor write full words. or even capitalize God. and I don’t claim to speak or write proper English but seriously if you guys saw what I wrote ten years ago compared to now. You would know the mighty work God has done in me, just for it all to come out this bad. :D.
God bless everyone! Again I just pray through all this mess it blesses someone today in Jesus name Amen! I am not trying to be a rock star I just believe in God and the power of God, so I keep going praying God lead even one that can understand me in Jesus name Amen! because God does rejoice in heaven for even one sinner that repents, and God even if I am that one I will do this for myself. 😀 have a blessed day beloveds!