I sought a perfect person, I sought a perfect religion. I sought a perfect tradition. I sought a perfect friend, a perfect relation, a perfect life and all the was vexation to my soul. it was also vanity. Who am I that I should overcome or be over any hard ship in life? Who am I that I should have a life without problems? a life with only joy? what man’s life has been perfected from beginning to end? is such a person alive in earth today?
I know not, but I know I did search many places all over. I sat with the rich. I sat with the poor. I sat with the educated, the simple, many colors, many people and all I saw was people. I looked up to the sky I spoke to God. the only perfection I know is Jesus. I love the Word but is the Word perfected?
They argue languages, they argue wisdom, they say let us look at facts. and so much knowledge, many over look the simple. never understanding something greater then people made people. Do any ever consider the stars, the moon and the skies? we say we are gods, but yet in my brain, I am like why are we not making the things God made?
I am not a perfect person. I am in the middle of creating art, and music and trying to do a million things, and if I was God they would all be done at once. and lately I have been exercising and that has been exhausting me. This was a random note I wrote in this.
Please don’t look upon me thinking I am perfect. I only know God is perfect. I believe Jesus to be perfect. and that is what I believe but I don’t know what others think or do or know but honestly my eyes are going to stay on what I believe is perfection.
Dear God. help me better then I am today. help me be better then I was yesterday. To make good decisions, help me not make excuses but give me super natural strength to be good. to be different. help me do things pleasing to you God. have your way in my life. Plant my feet deeply in you GOD and let me not slip or fall or be cast away but help me walk in Jesus name Amen!