Bittersweet Turned to Sweetbitter!

So as I was going to write this I had to look up the definition to bittersweet. and I thought it meant, something that taste bitter then turned sweet, but according to google definition it means the opposite.

(of food, drink, or flavor) sweet with a bitter aftertaste.
another term for woody nightshade (see nightshade).
a vinelike climbing plant that bears clusters of bright orange pods.

So have you ever cut your finger, Then you pour on some Bactine, hydrogen peroxide, or even the good old rubbing alcohol on it? It kind of burns? Does anyone ever use Neosporin on it? I always think that stuff amazing! Seems to heal thing at least 7 times faster. I do believe that to be true in my years of using it anyways. Do you ever notice these things heal? and when they heal do you remember the pain? If you could not see the scar, how many would even remember years later they cut them self? So how many paper cuts have you had in your life? Can anyone count theirs? I don’t believe I can count mine. Perhaps I am more clumsy then others though.

All I know is at the time it hurts but later you forget the pain. I have had some deep wounds in my life, and my God if you pour on hydrogen peroxide, or the old rubbing alcohol sometimes the pain seems unbearable. I had one wound so deep. I swear I saw stars like in the cartoons. No!, I DID see stars!! I am almost certain!! In fact I had other wounds that hurt so bad I passed out. and those things healed too.

I always appreciate when the neosporin gets rubbed on. makes it feel good. I do believe in my heart, The Word of God is the neosporin we all need in our life! it is the healing ointment of God. years ago. I hated being thumped on the head with my bible. I hated the bible thumpers too.

They were like alcohol to my wounds. It stung.. it was a slap to the face. oh God here come them preacher people again no matter what the religion run from them guys I said, and I did and it was all bitter to my soul. the resentment I had for all the ones who preached the Gospel. I wish they would die and fall off the face of earth. God is not real. God is fake.

Something down in me wouldn’t out right curse God though. because I always felt in my heart, something made us and what if God is real? I don’t want God to strike me dead. I have enough problems to deal with I don’t need a to be angering God. So just on the slim chance God is real. I would not curse God. but at the same time I cursed God with my own sin. My acts of things I did. The rebellion heart I had. I said to myself all men are liars. We didn’t come from monkeys. the monkeys in the zoo still haven’t changed. I am sorry I just don’t believe. it was a terrible life. I hurt when nobody saw, my heart was so dark.

I thank God for my dark heart, although if I could relive my past I would chose different. but we don’t get that option. Today God I worship you. I am sorry I did not do these things before. With open lips and an open heart, I will praise you God. I will honor you. I am sorry I turned away from you. God give me strength to never turn away from you again. I love you and each day I will seek you. I will rise. I will give you praise and I mean this God!! I thank you sooooooooooo much for your healing ointment. For the blood that was shed for me and all willing. I appreciate you God! and I do mean that with my whole heart! Nobody knows the wounds I had!!!

It was not one people on earth that could heal all the things God healed in my life, and I am just keeping it real! It was not a drug, It was not a party, not a friend, not a family, IT WAS ALL GOD! I mean no offense but GOD IS MY NEOSPORIN!

I pray God be the healing ointment in everyone’s life. the Word of God might be bitter to those who don’t sit in it. it is like you are running away from the medicine. Come get your neosporin and your bandaid!! then you can say I don’t even remember that pain anymore!

Jesus is the Healer. I pray many look into the meaning for Jehovah Rapha. I also pray let many grow in God. Look up these names also if you have not all ready. But before I share them, I pray many eyes be open and we examine our bible and know ever since Cain my friends and even Adam and Eve as until this day it is the same. Free will is a blessing and a curse, and those who do not obey God are cursed unto death. Jesus is LIFE. I pray many eat off the tree of life and live, and drink from the Living Water. let us not forget our daily Bread!

I do pray many grow in knowledge and may Almighty GOD add unto GOD daily! Follow Jesus! Have a blessed wonderful day!

Is Christ the last name of Jesus? Does Christ tell us to sin? Is Jesus Christ? Does Jesus say sin? Does the Father say sin? Does the Son say sin? Does God say sin? is Yah God? What is YHWH? Who is Yahshua? Does Yahshua tell us to sin?

Even if you want to mock God for there are many things in this world. But lets just say we are speaking Greek mythology. Does Zeus tell us to continue in sin? I mean seriously what god tells us to continue in sin? is sin death? Why does Jesus speak life? Sorry, the Zeus thing was written in humor for there are some who will say Jesus is a false god and my friends that is not true. I pray many eyes be open to truth and we all come to understanding. God made all people and all names and languages and that is wisdom my friends. I pray it not be bitter, but instead it make many better, in Jesus name Amen!

Until this day sin is cursed until death and many are left wounded. they have no bandaid, not ointment and they suffer because of such. Let God turn that bitter sweet into sweetbitter my friends!! I pray these words be ointment to the reader and may God anoint your heads with wisdom, in Jesus name Amen! Written by Michelle Stokes!

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