Sick and tired

Sometimes in your life you just have to get sick and tired of being sick in tired. one thing I noticed in my life, it not hardly any people who just naturally bless God.  It is not hardly any who are born with the perfect life.  Most people have to get sick and tired. and honestly, this is the same for the person who has depression, the person who is obese, the person who can’t walk, the person who drinks to much, the ones who do drugs, the ones caught in abusive relationships. You either get sick and tired of being sick and tired, and you give up or you get sick and tired of being sick and tired and that makes you rise up.

I don’t speak like religion and honestly, I am tired of religion. I love Church, not all churches are bad, not all are good. it is the same with people. I was not taught by religion. I found God from seeking God. I believe any can find God if they do the same thing. As a Bible believer, I believe God wanted people to live.

I also know until people want change it will not happen. Many say they can do things on their own then they struggle. others are able to break the pattern and rise up. I mostly speak to those who can’t rise up. I was one of those people. I sat many hours in prayers with God and I am going to speak the things God spoke to me. You want change. You change your life. There was a time I was going to church almost seven days a week. I didn’t tell people. I did not do it so I can write about now and boast.

I did it because everyone I knew was doing drugs. people were dying. I wanted change. I would rather sit in church, then hang with my friends. I was tired of struggling and I tell you I am thankful I did.  I had already had so much witness of God in my life I was not going to church for them I was going to church for me.

It just comes a time in life you have to sit down and examine your life, what are you doing? Where are you going? Do you want this for your self?  I don’t know what everyone else wants, but honestly when I was doing what the world was doing that stuff was not happy to me.

I love church because honestly even though some gossip in church many people in the world gossip too so I just see people are people but I tell you at least most church folks are not trying to run around and go to clubs and do drugs and all stuff I don’t care for. Not in church anyways. What they do out of the building is not my problem.  I noticed most of them mean well so it was good to hang with these people. and so I did.

If you are out there struggling I pray you get some help, I pray you get some counseling but honestly above all I pray many pick up their bibles. because I do believe in God and honestly God wants us to live, and when we are not honoring God we are more then likely lost. I believe this my friends. I know I was and honestly, I am so thankful for Jesus. the Words of Jesus are true if people really listen.

God loves God’s creation that is why God tells us not to sin. I hear people fight about names, fight about traditions. fight about who is all knowing, when from beginning to end the whole bible is a book of sin and how to overcome and honestly it is life to us. That is why the devil will keep many from it. the devil wants people to die. I know people say you are crazy when you speak like this but honestly, I pray many start thinking like this because it is good to understand when you know God loves us and wanted life for us not death my friends and I am speaking the truth about God, and that is truth.

I pray many get so sick and tired they call on Jesus and Jesus come and restore you to health, restore your mind, and restore everything the enemy stole. and for some reason, these prayers seem to make me the bad guy and that is fine. I will still say them my friend!  Even pray them when people can’t see me! I pray the reader be blessed and God give us strength to rise above our stuff in Jesus name Amen!

I pray many sit down with a pen and paper and write down everything you are tired of. Hold that piece of paper up in the air and say Lord all this I give to you God, I know you can help me change everything I am sick and tired of in Jesus name Amen. and take that piece of paper and tear it up. and then sit down and write another list of what it will take for you to achieve things to make you happy.

I found in my life, my happiness was and is Jesus and honestly the more you sit with God the more guidance you get from God. I found in my life I could not change anything but hanging with God started changing me. Either way if I did not believe these things work, I don’t think I would be speaking them. I pray these words bless the reader. have a wonderful day dear people!



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