The bad guy

I write this letter in the open. I do apologize for any hurt feelings. Sometimes when I say things people don’t like everything I say. I know a lot of people judge people without knowing them. So I will speak truth about myself. I never been one to conform to crowds. because honestly many in crowds are two faced. They say things behind your back they won’t say to your face.

They whisper, they murmur, They complain and honestly, it is real hard for me to relate. Most who have hard times haven’t went through all things I have. So compassion seems to go out the window to the human eye anyways. but quite the contrary. Pity parties don’t solve problems. I believe in God. I could spend ten years writing testimony of all the things I have seen in my life, But I already did that.

So all my life God has been calling me out of bad things, and I hardened my heart, and turned off anything good and I was like everyone else. but I was better then most. This is not something to brag about. I don’t want to be like everyone else. let them go do it. So I isolated myself and honestly I like to be alone, but when you are alone with dark thoughts, that is not a good place to be.

I didn’t believe in God.. Religion had me confused. I started crying to God. I tried to end my life. God would not let me. I testified of this all ready. I tried to not speak to God. For two weeks I couldn’t take it, I cried to God like a  baby, and all of a sudden I started seeing great witness of God in my life. I started hearing God greater than I ever did and I thank God for this.

I never knew it was bible scripture God would hear the cries of the broken and most of my life I ran from God thinking I had to be perfect. This was not true. Anyways it is because of life that made me believe in God. it is because of my prayers. The pastor wasn’t with me. The church wasn’t with me. it was me and God.

I mean not to offend any and perhaps I am the only one who hurts when they sin. I found that obeying God is complete happiness to me. This is why I speak Jesus. I am like if everyone knew God wants us to live and live life abundantly and that does come when we sit with Jesus, my friends.

Religion confused me for a bit. had me running away from God. All this fighting, all this arguing. All them say they are the only way. And God bless their hearts. For many truly love God and others are deceiving. But the bible I read speaks Jesus is the way! and God bless religion and churches! everything has a purpose but in the meanwhile many are suffering from sin. many pastors won’t even step foot into any place but their church, and because of such many are left broken.

If you enjoy everything you are doing. Please just do what you want to do. but to people who are down and always been searching. I truly pray many seek Jesus. I wouldn’t be speaking like a mad woman if I did not believe!

Many say Christianity is weak. Stand in a crowd of nonbelievers and say JESUS and see how weak that is. Some of the strongest men on planet earth won’t even do that friend!

Either way if me saying turn from sin makes me the bad guy. two things. it does not surprise me a bit in this generation. We now call people who hand us knives and say here slit your wrist. We call these people best friends and homies for life! But someone who says HEY GUY! WATCH OUT! YOUR ABOUT TO FALL IN THE DITCH! or if I say get up and walk in the name of Jesus I am the bad guy. Well ok! then a bad guy I will be. but I will continue to throw life jackets, because honestly, I would want others to do it for me!

And God bless everyone. You’re not going to get me to apologize for caring about you. Sorry, Real love doesn’t care if you get offended when real love speaks life my friends. I mean to speak death then I would say I apologize but until then. I am just going to say; I LOVE YOU! 😀 I don’t call people who push me off the bridge friends. just saying…

 

 

Dying days

This letter goes out to those who have been handed their death certificate. I have seen God heal the impossible but I also am aware some things are incurable. I do not know which and why God heals others and not some. But too those who have terminal illness. I pray God give you comfort in your last days on earth. I am sorry for whatever was dealt to you, and some things are not changeable, but I do pray God just give you peace in your mind. Those are my prayers to any who come to my page that are terminally ill.

I am praying against a great number of things, But I tell you something God told me years ago and I pray it gives you peace. All people on earth are born knowing they will face death. our bodies fade. I do truly believe our soul lives.  I believe fear is real, and I pray God take away your fear and even if you did not live your life according to God, I pray God comfort your heart.

I do not think it wise for any man to wait until their last breathe to find God. but I do know Jesus did pardon the thief who was dying with him. Tomorrow is promised to no man, and I have seen God give people who were told they had six months to live then lived 20 years after. So I pray if possible God heal you, but if not I pray God lead you to peace, and whether you have a healing or a miracle or it is just your time to pass this earth, I pray no matter what God give you great peace in your heart. Those are my prayers.

To the living and young and active, Tomorrow is not promised to any. And many are trying to number how many days until God’s return, so then we can repent at the last minute. I pray many do not take this option. I do believe in heaven and hell and what if you pass away before you are right with God? and honestly if you knew what God had planned for you, I truly believe you would not wait to see what God has prepared for you. Meaning the blessings from obeying God in earth are worth running to and not waiting for!!!

We all want to talk about God, but not the other place. But then we all want to try and talk to the dead. My friends if you are talking to the dead, maybe you might want to ask yourself, Why have the dead not moved on?  If they are dead and with God they are not on or in earth anymore. and just be careful to praying to dead spirits my friends there is only One Holy Ghost that I know of, and to praise Jesus is the same as praising the Living God, so with that said. I just pray many seek God, and God give you peace here on earth and after, and know God does forgive us. So with that said. I just pray these words comfort someone today, Have a blessed day dear people.

We Can

We can sing hours and hours of songs from beginning to end, to end to beginning. We can watch football and name every player. Name all their game scores and every play they ever make, we can recite perfectly. We can name every star. Know all their business and what they are attending but we won’t attend the one thing that can save us.
 
We’ve played every single video game that was ever created. from beginning to end, even some of them twice. We visit porn for hours, we sit on twitter. We spend 18 hours on facebook. 6 hours gossiping to our friends, How many hours we spend praying? We said every single cuss word in the book, Even created some new ones, but won’t ever open the book that saves us from them curses?
 
How many visit the bible? How many memorize scripture? So we will remember everything death and never seek life? Why is that? Do any know these gods can’t save us? there is no healing in watching football games. How many will even make it to nfl? will nfl come save them when they need help?
 
So how many books will we read from beginning to end and never blow the dust off our bibles? So how many books have you read in the form of facebook statuses? But you won’t even read your bible? How often do we call on friends for help? Do we call on God as much as we do others? is God a last resort in your life?
 
There was an old saying your relationship is where you spend your time in. How can we say we love God and we don’t even know God?
 
We all want the blessing of God, but who is blessing God? If every deed we do produces fruit, why we keep investing our labor into the wrong things?
 
These words were written so people consider! may God draw us into God. have a blessed day dear people!

Name above all names part 2

My comment to this post, The Name above all!  I pray many don’t miss their healing!
My friends this is something to celebrate! God is the same God today, yesterday and forever more! So much testimony of Jesus healing many. If your sin is on this list and even if I forget to mention your sin just know JESUS IS ABOVE THEM ALL! and there is no sin Jesus can not wash you of my friends! I pray many call on Jesus and be saved. Invite Jesus into your heart, into your mind, into your spirit. Lord create within me a new cup. Pour out old things God and fill me with your Holy Spirit. Wash me clean and give me the power to rise up above my bondage in Jesus name Amen!

My friends that is WONDERFUL GOOD NEWS! Jesus is the name salvation is given. Jesus is the name where if you seek you can find millions of people who have been delivered, healed and saved from their sin. I pray many call on Jesus today! I have faith, God wants to heal you my friends! Also to any suffering, I pray you go to google or youtube and whatever sin is keeping you in bondage. Do a video search of people who have been healed by Jesus. (delivered from the same sin as  you) So much testimony all around of people being delivered!  and truly THAT IS WONDERFUL GOOD NEWS! I do pray it bless the reader today, in Jesus name Amen!

I pray many join me in the prayer for deliverance of a great multitude of people. Truly God performs miracles and Lord we need some help down here. Many are labeling us lost, or forgotten and hopeless and all my hope is in JESUS! I do believe you can do it GOD! Where men fail all things are possible with GOD! and truly my faith is way greater than the size of a mustard seed. I BELIEVE! God will heal a great multitude of people, and if people open their eyes GOD ALL READY IS! We don’t want to be left behind from our healing and deliverance!  In just the last 6 years alone the people being delivered by Jesus has grown by the millions. I pray many be added to the number for all numbers are God’s and may God add unto God daily, In Jesus name Amen! Shalom dear people! Have a blessed day! and not one person on planet earth will change my prayers but God will fulfill them for that is God’s will, and God’s will, will be performed and accomplished and completed! 

Resist the flesh

I pray many of us overcome sin and bondage of sin and may God give us a sound mind to make clear decisions and I do pray God give many wisdom and understanding in why we don’t want to continue in sin. I also pray God help many see the devil doesn’t have that much power. God gave us the wisdom to crush the devils head. To stomp on it. To trample the devil to the ground. God’s people suffer because they know not truth and honestly many are only getting half messages and because of such we are left to be stomped on by the devil and my friends these things ought not be. God gave us the power to overcome the devil and I pray many become wise to the devil’s foolishness in Jesus name Amen! You can say no my friend. and let your no’s be no.

and for those who are weak. pray God deliver me. give me the power to rise up over my sin. Take away all cravings, take away all desires, and fill me with new wisdom, new desires and give me new life through you God, In Jesus name Amen!  Just a word to the wise, the foolish, the simple, any who will listen and may they be a blessing to you friend, In Jesus name Amen! I love you guys! have a blessed day dear people!

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The Name above all!

My friends this is something to celebrate. God is the same God today, yesterday and forever more! So much testimony of Jesus healing many. If your sin is on this list and even if I forget to mention your sin just know JESUS IS ABOVE THEM ALL! and there is no sin Jesus can not wash you of my friends! I pray many call on Jesus and be saved. Invite Jesus into your heart, into your mind into your spirit. Lord create within me a new cup. Pour out old things God and fill me with your Holy Spirit. Wash me clean and give me the power to rise up above my bondage in Jesus name Amen!

My friends that is WONDERFUL GOOD NEWS! Jesus is the name salvation is given. Jesus is the name where if you seek you can find millions of people who have been delivered, healed and saved from their sin. I pray many call on Jesus today! I have faith, God wants to heal you my friends! Also to any suffering, I pray you go to google or youtube and whatever sin is keeping you in bondage. Do a video search of people who have been healed by Jesus. (delivered from the same sin you do) So much testimony all around of people being delivered!  and truly THAT IS WONDERFUL GOOD NEWS! I do pray it bless the reader today, in Jesus name Amen!

I pray many join me in the prayer for deliverance of a great multitude of people. Truly God performs miracles and Lord we need some help down here. Many are labeling us lost, or forgotten and hopeless and all my hope is in JESUS! I do believe you can do it GOD! Where men fail all things are possible with GOD! and truly my faith is way greater than the size of a mustard seed. I BELIEVE! God will heal a great multitude of people, and if people open their eyes GOD ALL READY IS! We don’t want to be left behind from our healing and deliverance. In just the last 6 years alone the people being delivered by Jesus has grown by the millions. I pray many be added to the number for all numbers are God’s and may God add unto God daily, In Jesus name Amen! Have a blessed day dear people and not one person on planet earth will change my prayers but God will fulfill them for that is God’s will, and God’s will, will be performed and accomplished and finished!

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