I’m Keeping every one of them!

I am getting a lot of gray hairs and I am not coloring them! Believe it or not I am actually excited about this! I earned every single gray head on my head and I am going to flaunt them! I don’t care how much of it shows. I had my hair out today and I said wow. so much silver mixed in. I promised myself I wouldn’t dye it. I had blue black pretty hair. it is a unique color. They don’t even have dye my color.
In the summer it takes on a natural red color so it looks red black. I started dying my hair at 15 and for so many years I had brown hair. Around or about a decade ago I took my makeup off and stopped coloring, and gave up all jewelry for God. It was a promise I made God for that time. I even shaved my head bald a couple years back for God and it was like I was rewarded for doing such, because my hair is so long and it was only like a couple summers ago I chopped it.
I have pictures on my page. I almost died two days before my birthday. I took pictures with no make on, then I took pictures with makeup on. and I prayed to God, I am going to put just a tiny bit on and take pictures I am thankful to be alive and I am getting old. So a little make up I put on and honestly I am too the point I may or may not wear it, but if I do it will just be a tiny bit for I don’t want to look like a street walker.
I once thanked God, Joyce Meyers wore make up. I am sorry God for saying this aloud but God knows I thought it. I don’t think Joyce Meyers is ummmm, an outwardly appearance attractive lady. Sorry I was just so thankful Joyce Meyers wore make up because honestly to speak my thoughts out loud, I don’t think she is so pleasant to look at. and when I was at the lowest in my life. God really spoke to me through this woman. I was praying, I was crying. the T.V was on some random station, and all of a sudden it was like God heard me. Joyce Meyers came on randomly and the remote control wassssssssssssssssss so far across the room and so ummmm being the lazy person I am, I did not get up to change the channel.
So I started listening and I got goosebumps. I kid not Joyce Meyers answered every word I spoke to God. now how did that happen? What the hell? and soooooooooooooooooooooooooo many times God did this to me. I was alone crying not even voicing my words. I was praying, I was talking to God. I would say who am I kidding? why would God talk to someone like me? and I would wipe my tears and all of a sudden my dad would call and say God told me to tell you this and he would repeat everything I prayed.
Random strangers would quote my prayers word for word. I would see this so many times in my life over and over. Maybe once, twice that is a coincidence. my friends! I can not even number the times that has happened to me now. That was many years ago.
I don’t doubt God, and neither can I be bullied by any other’s faith. I have my own faith friends. I have my own walk and truth be told I am so thankful for this! I only write this because many will come and judge you for what your wearing, and what you do, I fully think people should consider what they do. I would not want to paint my face to attract a man. What happens when the paint is gone? What happens when I am old?
I never wanted to be around people who loved me for my looks, That is so awkward. Judge me for who I am. I will ugly up in a second! Either way I am not trying to impress any! I am so happy to have these silvers in my head! I am going to flaunt them! THEY ARE SO SHINY! ❤
I hid my beautiful hair all these years because, for many years I did not fit in. Black people told me I was not one of them, and white people said you are none of us either and for almost 2 decades We were the only mixed people anywhere. I tried to fit in. But it is really hard. I am really tall. I stuck out like a sore thumb. So many years I spent trying to look like other people. I am so happy to be myself! I will flaunt these gray hairs! I earned them! if I could count them I might name them all if I could! 😀 😀 Just saying THEY ARE MINE! I am going to keep them all and just let it come!
Truthfully happy to be the age I am! and I am not lying or hiding it for any! if anything, I always say I am older! Ha that way when I am 60 I will tell them all I am 80 and they will SAY MAN GIRL YOU LOOK GOOD! 😀 😀 That was written in humor! I am not really a liar but I do like to round up. makes it more simple. Anyways this whole post was so random! I pray God use it in some type a way. The whole point of this was I am just going to be Michelle. it is too much work trying to be other people. it comes so naturally to be Michelle! Think I will stick to what is natural!
I pray the reader be blessed. have a wonderful day dear people!

Rebuild-Advance Bible Study!

So this message is a great bible study, but I am not going to give you scriptures, but I will say were to find.  I am going to share the Book of Nehemiah, and I am going to add to it the chapter I have been sharing all year. Isaiah Chapter 61. In the beginning of Nehemiah and also Isaiah, we see the key things that many don’t look upon.  First I share these scriptures.

Matthew 7:3 “Why do you look at the speck of sawdust in your brother’s eye and pay no attention to the plank in your own eye? How can you say to your brother, ‘Let me take the speck out of your eye,’ when all the time there is a plank in your own eye? You hypocrite, first take the plank out of your own eye, and then you will see clearly to remove the speck from your brother’s eye.

In both Isaiah and Nehemiah and David who was said to have a heart after GOD, and also many others in the Bible, but these are who I use to speak of. They all have one thing in common. Lord I am a sinner, I have sinned before you God. I am sorry. They prayed. They wept, they pleaded for God’s forgiveness.

In the beginning of the bible Adam and Eve did not repent but instead point blame at each other, and because of such they were cursed, and as long as you look at other’s sin and not your own, Your prayers probably will not have as much effect, because honestly no man, woman, or child on planet earth is holy enough to look upon God. People are so wicked that is why God had to come of His own, because honestly the human body is evil and can not look or be in God’s true presence my friends, because God is HOLY! and THERE IS NO SIN IN GOD, as there was no sin in JESUS! They are ONE.

Luke 15:7 I say unto you that likewise more joy shall be in Heaven over one sinner that repenteth, than over ninety and nine just persons who need no repentance.

I pray many look upon the bible and spiritual growth be given to the reader. that many confess we are sinners then ask God to rebuild our temples, (by that I mean our bodies and our relationship with God) and if your temple is rebuilt pray God send you to rebuild temples. This is my advice my friends and in my own life, I see why I have found favor in God, because without knowing the WORD I sank to my knees. I cried out to God. I know I am a sinner. So does God.


I would not even ask for forgiveness but instead, I prayed for strength to change and turn from my evil ways. Either way being pumped up in pride and arrogance will not get you far with God. God is above all people, and to act like we are gods is just foolishness my friends, and I am thankful to be a fool! because my foolish ways lead me to sorrow, lead me to sadness and that is what it took for me to cry out to God. I also pray many see how Jeremiah wept and even Jesus. See that God hears the tears of the humble my friends and those tears will be captured and given back to the one who sheds them and God will turn them into rivers, and oceans and you will never lack water again my friends. I pray many find much wisdom in this in Jesus name Amen!

Have a blessed day dear people! May God add unto God and multiple God’s numbers daily for the Glory of God this was written by Michelle Stokes! I pray we share it family and friends and any who will listen! I pray God Almighty answer these prayers and I do believe they will not go out empty or unheard but GOD WILL FULFILL THEM MY FRIENDS! I truly admit, I been praying these prayers so many years and I tell you it truth I saw them answered so many times I just thank GOD for answering the prayers of a lowly woman like me!!!! ❤ and I am a true believer if God did it for me, God will do it for any willing. That is my testimony and my beliefs and not one on earth will change either. Have a blessed day beloveds! love you guys! Please do some studying of the Word

The bad guy

I write this letter in the open. I do apologize for any hurt feelings. Sometimes when I say things people don’t like everything I say. I know a lot of people judge people without knowing them. So I will speak truth about myself. I never been one to conform to crowds. because honestly many in crowds are two faced. They say things behind your back they won’t say to your face.

They whisper, they murmur, They complain and honestly, it is real hard for me to relate. Most who have hard times haven’t went through all things I have. So compassion seems to go out the window to the human eye anyways. but quite the contrary. Pity parties don’t solve problems. I believe in God. I could spend ten years writing testimony of all the things I have seen in my life, But I already did that.

So all my life God has been calling me out of bad things, and I hardened my heart, and turned off anything good and I was like everyone else. but I was better then most. This is not something to brag about. I don’t want to be like everyone else. let them go do it. So I isolated myself and honestly I like to be alone, but when you are alone with dark thoughts, that is not a good place to be.

I didn’t believe in God.. Religion had me confused. I started crying to God. I tried to end my life. God would not let me. I testified of this all ready. I tried to not speak to God. For two weeks I couldn’t take it, I cried to God like a  baby, and all of a sudden I started seeing great witness of God in my life. I started hearing God greater than I ever did and I thank God for this.

I never knew it was bible scripture God would hear the cries of the broken and most of my life I ran from God thinking I had to be perfect. This was not true. Anyways it is because of life that made me believe in God. it is because of my prayers. The pastor wasn’t with me. The church wasn’t with me. it was me and God.

I mean not to offend any and perhaps I am the only one who hurts when they sin. I found that obeying God is complete happiness to me. This is why I speak Jesus. I am like if everyone knew God wants us to live and live life abundantly and that does come when we sit with Jesus, my friends.

Religion confused me for a bit. had me running away from God. All this fighting, all this arguing. All them say they are the only way. And God bless their hearts. For many truly love God and others are deceiving. But the bible I read speaks Jesus is the way! and God bless religion and churches! everything has a purpose but in the meanwhile many are suffering from sin. many pastors won’t even step foot into any place but their church, and because of such many are left broken.

If you enjoy everything you are doing. Please just do what you want to do. but to people who are down and always been searching. I truly pray many seek Jesus. I wouldn’t be speaking like a mad woman if I did not believe!

Many say Christianity is weak. Stand in a crowd of nonbelievers and say JESUS and see how weak that is. Some of the strongest men on planet earth won’t even do that friend!

Either way if me saying turn from sin makes me the bad guy. two things. it does not surprise me a bit in this generation. We now call people who hand us knives and say here slit your wrist. We call these people best friends and homies for life! But someone who says HEY GUY! WATCH OUT! YOUR ABOUT TO FALL IN THE DITCH! or if I say get up and walk in the name of Jesus I am the bad guy. Well ok! then a bad guy I will be. but I will continue to throw life jackets, because honestly, I would want others to do it for me!

And God bless everyone. You’re not going to get me to apologize for caring about you. Sorry, Real love doesn’t care if you get offended when real love speaks life my friends. I mean to speak death then I would say I apologize but until then. I am just going to say; I LOVE YOU! 😀 I don’t call people who push me off the bridge friends. just saying…



Dying days

This letter goes out to those who have been handed their death certificate. I have seen God heal the impossible but I also am aware some things are incurable. I do not know which and why God heals others and not some. But too those who have terminal illness. I pray God give you comfort in your last days on earth. I am sorry for whatever was dealt to you, and some things are not changeable, but I do pray God just give you peace in your mind. Those are my prayers to any who come to my page that are terminally ill.

I am praying against a great number of things, But I tell you something God told me years ago and I pray it gives you peace. All people on earth are born knowing they will face death. our bodies fade. I do truly believe our soul lives.  I believe fear is real, and I pray God take away your fear and even if you did not live your life according to God, I pray God comfort your heart.

I do not think it wise for any man to wait until their last breathe to find God. but I do know Jesus did pardon the thief who was dying with him. Tomorrow is promised to no man, and I have seen God give people who were told they had six months to live then lived 20 years after. So I pray if possible God heal you, but if not I pray God lead you to peace, and whether you have a healing or a miracle or it is just your time to pass this earth, I pray no matter what God give you great peace in your heart. Those are my prayers.

To the living and young and active, Tomorrow is not promised to any. And many are trying to number how many days until God’s return, so then we can repent at the last minute. I pray many do not take this option. I do believe in heaven and hell and what if you pass away before you are right with God? and honestly if you knew what God had planned for you, I truly believe you would not wait to see what God has prepared for you. Meaning the blessings from obeying God in earth are worth running to and not waiting for!!!

We all want to talk about God, but not the other place. But then we all want to try and talk to the dead. My friends if you are talking to the dead, maybe you might want to ask yourself, Why have the dead not moved on?  If they are dead and with God they are not on or in earth anymore. and just be careful to praying to dead spirits my friends there is only One Holy Ghost that I know of, and to praise Jesus is the same as praising the Living God, so with that said. I just pray many seek God, and God give you peace here on earth and after, and know God does forgive us. So with that said. I just pray these words comfort someone today, Have a blessed day dear people.

We Can

We can sing hours and hours of songs from beginning to end, to end to beginning. We can watch football and name every player. Name all their game scores and every play they ever make, we can recite perfectly. We can name every star. Know all their business and what they are attending but we won’t attend the one thing that can save us.
We’ve played every single video game that was ever created. from beginning to end, even some of them twice. We visit porn for hours, we sit on twitter. We spend 18 hours on facebook. 6 hours gossiping to our friends, How many hours we spend praying? We said every single cuss word in the book, Even created some new ones, but won’t ever open the book that saves us from them curses?
How many visit the bible? How many memorize scripture? So we will remember everything death and never seek life? Why is that? Do any know these gods can’t save us? there is no healing in watching football games. How many will even make it to nfl? will nfl come save them when they need help?
So how many books will we read from beginning to end and never blow the dust off our bibles? So how many books have you read in the form of facebook statuses? But you won’t even read your bible? How often do we call on friends for help? Do we call on God as much as we do others? is God a last resort in your life?
There was an old saying your relationship is where you spend your time in. How can we say we love God and we don’t even know God?
We all want the blessing of God, but who is blessing God? If every deed we do produces fruit, why we keep investing our labor into the wrong things?
These words were written so people consider! may God draw us into God. have a blessed day dear people!

Name above all names part 2

My comment to this post, The Name above all!  I pray many don’t miss their healing!
My friends this is something to celebrate! God is the same God today, yesterday and forever more! So much testimony of Jesus healing many. If your sin is on this list and even if I forget to mention your sin just know JESUS IS ABOVE THEM ALL! and there is no sin Jesus can not wash you of my friends! I pray many call on Jesus and be saved. Invite Jesus into your heart, into your mind, into your spirit. Lord create within me a new cup. Pour out old things God and fill me with your Holy Spirit. Wash me clean and give me the power to rise up above my bondage in Jesus name Amen!

My friends that is WONDERFUL GOOD NEWS! Jesus is the name salvation is given. Jesus is the name where if you seek you can find millions of people who have been delivered, healed and saved from their sin. I pray many call on Jesus today! I have faith, God wants to heal you my friends! Also to any suffering, I pray you go to google or youtube and whatever sin is keeping you in bondage. Do a video search of people who have been healed by Jesus. (delivered from the same sin as  you) So much testimony all around of people being delivered!  and truly THAT IS WONDERFUL GOOD NEWS! I do pray it bless the reader today, in Jesus name Amen!

I pray many join me in the prayer for deliverance of a great multitude of people. Truly God performs miracles and Lord we need some help down here. Many are labeling us lost, or forgotten and hopeless and all my hope is in JESUS! I do believe you can do it GOD! Where men fail all things are possible with GOD! and truly my faith is way greater than the size of a mustard seed. I BELIEVE! God will heal a great multitude of people, and if people open their eyes GOD ALL READY IS! We don’t want to be left behind from our healing and deliverance!  In just the last 6 years alone the people being delivered by Jesus has grown by the millions. I pray many be added to the number for all numbers are God’s and may God add unto God daily, In Jesus name Amen! Shalom dear people! Have a blessed day! and not one person on planet earth will change my prayers but God will fulfill them for that is God’s will, and God’s will, will be performed and accomplished and completed!