4 times dead

So I almost died four times this year.  I wrote about the first incident but was not real public about the other.  I am not writing about those stories.  I am going to say the first time was a car accident. I should of died two times in one incident and yet I walked away to tell the story of it.  It was two days before my birthday and it really changed my thinking.  This was not the first time I encountered death. But seriously it was something I had not had to think about for awhile.

 

I have so many stories about times I should of been dead and yet  here I am. This really made me start to think about life. Especially now that I am older.  A couple years back I was writing hardcore messages about appreciating life. Tomorrow is promised to NO man. About getting right with God and not fearing end days, for we can all die before the Lord returns and if you die you have to answer to God. so what a good time to start seeking the Lord and live right by God now.  I wrote almost a solid year many different ways on messages about these types of things. Tomorrow being promised to no one.

 

I am not going to rewrite everything I wrote. Was just writing so you get the point.  Well after the accident something else happened but this was worst. I got beat up real bad. I almost died twice again and thank God I did not! but that is the story I am not speaking much about.  I would be lying if I said it did not slow me down. For almost two days I cried. but then I said to myself. believe it or not this is not the worst thing I lived through. So I said wow. I realized I was not even effected.

 

But that was not really the truth. The truth is I was knocked down. it was hard to recover took almost 2 and a half months for the physical beating to heal but after that my mind.. It was hard to get back on the same mind frame I had before I got knocked down. and honestly I am not sure I would of made it if I did not pray. I had to pray and talk to God and honestly now it is months later and I am good.

 

Believe it or not all these things I wrote just made me stronger. just  made me remember my own words. and I thank God for my words because they saved me. Tomorrow is not promised to anyone. in just a blink of an eye your whole life can change. You can go from rags to riches. from being a billionaire to broke in half a second. You can lose your loved ones. You can lose your house. You can die my friends at any given moment. These are the things I wrote. and still write.

 

I am not going to live in the past. Those little incidents that happened this year were nothing to my life I lived. I had just gotten comfortable in my years. for I have lived in safety for awhile now and not the world wind I did when I was younger.  I am really thankful for my younger years. Although if I could choose or go back I don’t think I would of did all the things I did. or choose to go through the things I did. But at the same time I am thankful it did happen or I think I would of still be down.

 

I do not think I am invincible. In fact quite the opposite. I think I am highly blessed to be alive and I am so thankful to be here to tell this story and that is truth.  If you make amends with all people and live your days in accordance to God it seems death is not a scary thing. We are all born knowing we will pass away. But none of us know the hour of when we will go.

 

Sometimes the doctor will say you got a couple hours to live but for the most part we do not know when we will go. As a person who thinks often, there was times in my life if I had died I would of been mad. Things I would of wanted to say to people. Things I would of wanted to make right. years ago I made right with all people. now if I passed away I would not feel bad. I am thankful I took time to make my wrongs right!  it was a heavy burden I had long ago.

 

Anyways I write this because I speak God and in the God world all these people talk about end days and what is going to happen. Whatever will happen, will happen. Worrying about things that may not come does not help. My advice…. get right with God. Make amends, live a life you don’t have to be sorry about.  We are all born knowing we will die. Just what hour, what time, and when? Not something I myself will spend any time thinking about, instead I say, Lord I trust you! Your will be done, when it is my time it is my time. I just want to give you thanks while I am alive!  Each day I rise I thank you God and that is my story, my life, the way I think and belief. I pray this random story blesses someone today and give you something to think about friends. Have a blessed day dear people!

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