Good morning Dear people! ❤ I want to start this letter by saying I understand I write on the internet where people all over the world see me. First and foremost I want to apologize to those who live in a less fortunate place then me. I did not get to pick the place I was born in, neither did I get to pick my parents. In America I would be considered poor. I am highly blessed though. I have way more then many do especially in this hour. Please do not judge me for who I am today although at the same time this is who I am today but in the past I have been many things.
I walked with a lot of people. I walked in many places. I was homeless, but because I prayed I was never without shelter. I did sleep on the street but honestly I was blessed and God lead me to shelter the next day. So I can say I have not too much experience being homeless on the street for a long time. but I have been homeless quite often. I have not been afraid to labor and this has helped me in my times of trouble. I never understand why some people stay on the streets but honestly I don’t judge them instead I pray for them. I also would just tell God thank you so much for helping me when I called out to you. Then I ask myself are they homeless because they did not these things? I don’t know friend.
I never try and look down at any because honestly you never know when you can be them. I know you can be rich and lose every penny you own in a second. I also know homeless people can be millionaires over night. I also know that me being homeless in America is 100% better then other countries and these are the things I know are true. I also know that many homeless people I have feed. I am not bragging I just speak because some people might be reading with less then me. and I just want people to know I am not one of those who can’t see others, and I pray I make nobody jealous, for I truly am not a boisterous woman at all. But I am honest.
I did not get to pick my life. In the Word of God is says be content with all things. I am sharing NIV, other bible versions say I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me in verse 13.. If I wrote it I would say i can do all things through GOD who strengthens me. Please feel free to read other versions on your own.
Philippians 4:11 I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. 12 I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learned the secret of being content in any and every situation, whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want. 13 I can do all this through him who gives me strength.
I only write this because I don’t know how it is to live in a third world country. I don’t live in other countries. I once left America and honestly after what I saw I never want to leave my country again. I am highly blessed. I kissed the ground of my country when I returned and I told God I would not murmur about the lands I lived in. But honestly God broke me of murmuring long before that day. I once started complaining to God my friends and this was before I read about the children Moses freed in the wilderness. But my friends I tell you it is a truth when I say I murmured to God once and things got 100 times worst.
It brought me to tears of repentance and I said God I am sorry, I complained I will not do it anymore and I did not because God forbid things get worst. I don’t want to go down that road anymore. So I had to start thanking God for things. That was real hard my friends. So what I started doing was thanking God for the things I did have. I thanked God I had my fingers. I thank God I had my toes. I thanked God I had water to drink and to take a shower. I am sorry but I fully know many in the world don’t have these things. I am rich! So forgive me I don’t say thank God often to shun my nose at others. it is just who God created me to be my friends and I been thanking God even in my darkest hours and my friends let me tell you how hard that is. Now it is just my nature. Through it all I WILL THANK GOD! Whether rich, whether poor, whether broken I will thank God everyday and God does know this. It is who God made me to be my friends! I pray many follow my lead. For honestly things can always get worst! Read the Book of Job. Look at others in the world.
For I believe in the Word and honestly I seen what happens when people complain. it is a bad spirit and when you feed it, it grows then all of a sudden you hate everything my friend and hate kills. I pray many people out there, You look around and not to boast in any sorrows but honestly if you have more then others. it is time to thank God my friends. When you start doing that perhaps you will find the reason why I wrote this.
I apologize to those with less then me, If I had money I would help a great multitude of people and God knows this. Even the very little I have now and I would still feed someone hungered and that is who I am. Meaning I have been feeding those less fortunate. This is why I pray God bless me financially for many are filthy rich and all they do is buy mansions and God know I could be a billionaire and I would never buy a 200 room mansion and that is truth, or even a mansion at all my friends. What a waste of money my friends. Why own all that space if you can’t even live in it? So please I don’t want to talk about rich people. I pray for all people. I just pray many do not look upon me and call me one of those selfish Americans because I know many outside my country really don’t care for us. You call us greedy, You call us selfish. We are not all that way my friends and I do not apologize for the actions of others as I am not them. But I do pray God lead a great multitude of people to repent and be grateful and give God praises. Anyways this was just random and one day I probably will make this a video.
Just food for thought friends.