Dear God, I know what your Word says. I know it is possible we could be in the end days. I also know you can do the things impossible. My heart cries out to you God. I see so many broken. I see women being the men, and I see men being the women. God you know I love all people. I have for so long. I am sorry if this is wrong but you took all hate from me and I don’t even know how to hate anymore. I have tried to hate people who did me wrong and I don’t even know how anymore. Maybe I have become weak. For sometimes it seems this love fails me. For by me loving everyone it seems I have become the enemy and I am ok with that God.
Lord you know I go to church. I walk through towns. I been all over and I see all types. It is so sad to me to see a generation of men who won’t even be men. They say be a lady. But how is that even possible? For more then half of my life I had to be the man. Not for want, nor desire, but because the men just are not there anymore. The pain is real. The hurt is real. It is in many. and instead of us stand different and lead the way many use that hurt to not go forward. is it really true that men will never be men again God?
I go to churches I see so many women and no men God. I go to houses I see so many single Mothers and no Fathers. I see woman fixing cars. Mowing their grass. I was not one of the women who scream woman’s lib. I was young. They told me men acted a certain way. They told me men were stronger and meant to do things I could not. I believe you. I use to have pride. I told myself anything you could do I can do better, I lied God. I am not a man, and honestly I am tired playing both roles. But I look at the hour we live in and maybe there is no hope. A lot of men want to be women but they can’t even have babies God.
Is this how it will be? Is there no hope for us? Is there no chance men will return to you God? How can us women wait for men of God if there is hardly any around. The shameful things I seen men do. They come to a woman’s house. They eat her food. or even worst a single Mother’s babies food. They talk trash about good woman. They treat them like dirt and the minute the woman suffers they are no where to be found.
This is one of the saddest things around. I know many are fornicating and even me God I use to do those things. I am sorry I sinned. Is there no hope for us people? Will none return? and if so God then I pray you give us women strength to cut them off. Because if we have to be the men and the women what is the purpose of men at all?
My heart is heavy. I know it is possible we are in the end days but will men ever be men God? will woman be woman? will any of us step into what you have created us to be? I see many hurt, I see many broken. I see many walk in pride and say they need no one. The churches are filled with woman God but hardly any men. The room echos from their emptiness. There are not many men even leading anymore.
You designed men to be the head, now they are the tail. and Woman goes incomplete because her Adam is gone. Help us God please help men return to you God. take away those stony hearts. Help them let go of their egos. Call them into you God. Please Lord I plead the Blood of Jesus over the houses of many Lord for I know not who will return. I pray you rise up a new generation of men who will honor you and be men and I pray for your mercy God for the next generation of people.
Help us women be strong and lead us too God because honestly us ladies should really stop playing wifey to men who will not honor us, nor God. I pray many of us sit with Jesus and see why it was the God left us commands. God loved us before we loved God and God knew what it took to keep the people happy but the people knew not God. God left us instructions for life unto us, and now we die in sorrow because we have forsaken God and this is truth plain and simple and easy to see just examine the world we live in.
Anyways Last night I was reading my bible and all day I been sharing 2 Timothy 3:3 but as I read further my heart was filled with sorrow for all the silly woman being lead away captive because we know not God. I pray God help us! have mercy on many and call us into the gates of your city in Jesus name Amen!
2 Timothy 3:1 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.
2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,
3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,
4 Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;
5 Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.
6 For of this sort are they which creep into houses, and lead captive silly women laden with sins, led away with divers lusts,
7 Ever learning, and never able to come to the knowledge of the truth.